Post #938

Yesterday, I had a Dream Which felt like a long ago I was at the rooftop, sighing in cold winds Pitch dark only the moon, snow and the edge were visible by my blurry eyes Ground turned white and slippery because of snow and i stood at the edge of rooftop, ready to kill myself I saw him beside me, The strongest demon of mine or the Horcrux It--we have been through so much this is the time we can end it together Yes I'm tired of all of this that's why I'm here It - It's irony that no one asks how we are yet they'll think what happened when u will hit the ground It takes just a how are you with genuinly listening to everything without criticising.. It - Everything ends here hold my hand and we shall die together, you die i die Winds cooling my hands as I was reaching his hand Then Allam came He said Can you see it? That tree? I replied The one God promised to me? Allam - Yes the cherry tree, they look like snowflakes Me - there are no leaves on it, it is dried, exhausted and is about to die Allam - Yes but that does not mean the cherry blossoms won't bloom again Look at the moon, is it beautiful? Me - Yes a lot Allam - which is more beautiful the moon or the North Star? Ofcourse the north star Now tell me why do u want to die? Me - I've been through so much and I'm exhausted, tired and there's just no one who sees it instead everyone mocks. Why do you make your life tough? Is your life so cheap that it needs validation? Me - You don't get it, My Demons haunt me so much Then kill them Me - they're part of me, they'll not die until I die You're not a Fullmetal Alchemist brother, your soul is not bond to your Armor Your soul is yours, you own what you want to stay with you and what leaves you..... Me - but I'm the problem if I die everyone will be happier If a person like you is a problem then the woman who gets beaten everyday by her husband wants a problem like you A brother who is helpless by his siblings and other wants a problem like you There is a woman, friend, a helpless person, a kid without a father or an great uncle, a person who's family died they all need a problem like you The person you want to be is your goal But the person you're currently now, someone out there would do everything to get someone like you. A diamond in wrong hands is just a stone Hold my hand and everything will be fine Me - how long do I have to suffer? Long enough to know the real value of Cherry Blossoms And then I touched his hand and we held hand together I woke up becuase Yesterday, I had a Dream Which felt like a long ago Written by Abdul Allam