Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5860 · 07/11/2022, 04:08 PM
It's the silence that made me slowly drown and drift away from you. The silence that whispers I don't need you I'm fine alone. The same silence you refuse to break when I make an effort. I see you have opportunities to break it but still you don't take them. I guess I'm the idiot who thought they deserved better. I guess I was overambitious to think it could work. To think you cared. You say it but lately you don't show it. Nevertheless I drown away from you as if you'd care anyway. You'll just look and ignore like you've been doing all this time.
My tears are not worthless
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5822 · 06/10/2022, 04:09 PM
Wingless angels
Katrina: I think feminism is total trash
Moni :hey!how you can say that?!
Katrina:I'm honest moni....feminism is total trash!women rights?ha!...what a stupid thing
Moni:I can't believe that you're saying these
Katrina:why?why you think women and men are equal?you really think that women have rights?don't be silly....women never have any rights
Moni:THEY ARE HUMAN TOO!!!
Katrina:NO THEY'RE NOT!
*deadly silence*
Moni:Katrina...
Katrina :you heard it right!they are not human!all human rights that we respect and shout it at top of our lungs.....they don't belong to US!!!and you wanna know why moni...I tell you because we are not human....women are....women are wingless angels ...wingless angels who stuck in this goddamn hell..which you males rule it.
*moni watches his best friend...paradoxicall friend he got....a cool one. he smiles at himself for being silly but suddenly that smile fades away. when he sees her smirk*
Katrina:don't be so happy.all angels are not similar. devil was an angel too
*he gulped his salvia*
Katrina:don't mess with this horror angel moni...that's my only warning for you
Written by Elham
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5818 · 06/09/2022, 05:40 PM
It's okay to be insecure,
Sometimes holy things are also impure.
I know that you don't like those stretch mark,
But they have their own little sparks.
He has a jaw, she has a hourglass shape,
This thinking never allows insecurity from your mind to escape.
Beauty is not seen but felt,
It's not about the face but about how it made your heart melt.
So go on feeling insecure, it's OKAY!
But that feeling is not what your value in world weigh.
#review
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5807 · 06/06/2022, 11:57 PM
My Silence, My Fear
Staring into silence, the sound of the unknown
Unrelenting noise, this silence - the fear of what's to come
Not a fear that brings dred, or flight from where I am
More of a respectful pose, to prepare for what's ahead
My mind has been prepared and trained for what to do
My body has been disciplined and strengthened to follow through
Years of thoughtless living, making decisions without reason
Took years of corrective thinking to shape this man for this season
Though some may see a broken man, the product of a system
Their sight is blinded by prejudice, committing shameful treason
For there are some who pretend and hide, judjing like they're god
Forgetting their own reflection, a self-image - a facade
The sound of their own silence, another fear to face
An opportunity placed before me, help or run away
Empathy on a new level, their fear becomes my own
Finding strength together, stronger than on my own.
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5787 · 05/30/2022, 01:18 PM
Those corrupted thoughts are just like a seed planted deep in my heart growing bit by bit trying to take over me and I help in growing them by feeding them my negative feeling it's scary so scary that I feel numb frustrated i feel shackled to the point where death feel like the only place where I can rest where i can put my head and no whispering will be heard no murmuring will annoy me just eternal silence and I don't want to wake up in the morning and smile just to hide these dark thoughts i want to smile because I genuinely want to smile no alternative meaning to it a smile meant to show I'm happy
#review
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5780 · 05/29/2022, 12:23 PM
Sing with me;
There's no one around
to the rhythm of tune, it's just the breeze
Gently whistling...
Hold my hands;
And dance with me in the mild light, it's a smile from the moon
Melodiously glistening...
Kiss my lips;
And be in my arms, to fusion of sounds it's an applause from the night
Rhythmically fading...
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5757 · 05/25/2022, 05:45 AM
Got Falling in love with taking care of myself,
Falling in love to be a new version of myself.
When The Infinite number of thoughts swirled around in the galaxy of my mind,
A question sprung to my mind "am I still real"?
The ecosystem got me to feel The universe inside me is infinite,
to strike me up to not being trapped in the time loop where people Burrowed in a giant puddle of trauma.
It's the high time I fled and left all the problems in a heap behind,
When I was hunted by their words,
haunted by their changing colors, and the dark shadow,
was drowned in their successive sarcasm,
ultimately
these took a shape of a murder knife to kill me,
I flew away like air and raised.
I am the colorful ocean, leaping and wide
Welling and I bear in the tide.
I am a crest of the wave,
And a Thunder deafens the ears,
a Lighting blinds the eyes
The wind cools the field and flesh.
The fog swirled thickly around me when I cling unwaveringly to dreams before it dies
Held fast to dreams For when it fades away from me, broken wings got its place fly to the sky again.
I am still real
I am still here.
Aliya Nahid
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5723 · 05/13/2022, 06:43 AM
❤SHOW AND TELL💔. Heart poem.
I don't know how to show myself asked to show.
I belong to you, you belong to me.
I got shattered, felt blue,
When you had a blue day, Carried, lifted a stream of pain, hidden behind a smile when you were sad.
I am fragile but capable of giving you hand in your bad time if sth tugs at your heartstrings.
Here are no words to convey my pain, but always be filled to the brim with shattering, smashing unpleasant words.
Felt to get rid of these but I belong to you and you belong to me.
You don't cry too much, turn heartbreak into love and kindness, and plant them into wounds.
Someday, I would be flying higher with a smile all the way through knowing I was healed and loved by you.
I belong to you and you belong to me.
Aliya Nahid
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5708 · 05/04/2022, 08:27 AM
What is the most shocking advertisement you have seen?
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5707 · 05/03/2022, 07:32 PM
They don't know what it's like like this
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
And laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
Or would you feel lost without me?
Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at me now, ,,,
,,,, pens runnin' out
Shit, fu-, ugh
Look, just know it's a new day
But if you reading this
Then it's probably too late, blaow!
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5706 · 05/03/2022, 07:28 PM
Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
Because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
I hide behind my youth
No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
Step inside my shoes
Cause I've never been happy with myself
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as ,,,
Stressed as ,,,
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that ain't even enough
'Said that ain't even enough
And where is God? (God, god)
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
But today we gonna see if he's real
And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
I ain't picture my life like this
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5703 · 05/03/2022, 02:57 AM
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