Post #4964

#review Title : My friend My friend left me. I loved everything about her. She was perfect. So I always had a fear that someday she might leave me. Ironically, that fear of mine of her leaving me is exactly the reason why she actually left me. Ha. That fear made me obsessive, stalking, paranoid, weird and dishonest. It was annoying for her. So she left me. But I don't want to lose any more friends or family. So I won't care any more if anybody leaves me. Nobody owes me anything. I'll just focus on career and socialising with every one frankly with not much expectations. I'll just focus on my duties, not the rewards. My friend was an enchanter. She used to take so much interest in me. She used to ask me so many questions about my life. She wanted to know everything about myself. She made me realize so many flaws in me. Funny how by leaving me, she made me realize the biggest flaw inside me. I miss my friend. I really do. I wish she could come back. Most probably, she'll never feel like returning and talking to me again. Most probably, she'll never feel like trusting me again. But it's fine. I don't want to disappoint her again by making myself suffer without her. But I hope she reads one last thing I want to say to her. "I hope you like me forever in your heart. That's the most important thing I always expected from you." ~ Ash