Post #5130

Too many people, Too many shades, And I guess, These days, Everybody is fading. Less than a second, it takes for the people to fade away. In the mist, I don't know if with bliss or peace. Those nests, have all got incomplete and ruined. A father, a daughter, some of them being grandparents, this pandemic is leaving none. Were we being monsters to this heavenly earth ? Is this the result of our inability to see the hamartithia ? Days pass, and I see dead bodies of people thrown. And this, this is killing me every single second. I'm dying every single second. I'm halted in pieces as see a little girl questioning her mother that why did her father never return from the doctor. I'm left numb when I see those parents losing their little munchkins. I am shattered in bits and pieces as I see a 19 year old losing her only parent. I'm dying every single second. I search some smiles, but I, I find none. There is something in the air. It is polluted with fear, anguish, cries and mourns. My tears won't stop, I want them to cure. I'm in hatred with the word 'positive'. Every night, I pray, I pray to you, but why don't you listen anymore ? You take away my near and dear ones in just some mere seconds. Don't you love me, aren't we your children ? Don't you see pain of ours ? Now, I'm tired. My hands shake everytime I type, "May the person rest in peace." I lost my peace in pieces. I see myself dissected everyday. My nights have turned sleepless. I see those happy images of those dear persons, and then, then I see their bodies lying dead, as if they are asking me to help. I'm done. I'm done with this. I can't see anymore people dying due to lack of those oxygen cylinders or devoid of being treated. Why can't I help them ? I lie here, Helpless, Drowning with emotions, I can't see more deaths, I can't see more mourns and cries, Please help us, Forgive us for our crimes. ~Nandini #review #nandini