Post #5132

I am relinquished Endeavoring to discover the authentic soul I stared myself in reflector My orifices gawked frigidly Concealing mysteries and darkness Orifices impeding the outpouring of tears My jaws are twirled Ceasing itself to chuckle Yearning to giggle Craving someone to believe her words Her spirit is broken Ravaged into chunks Substantiated flaws of mutiny Her heart mislay morality in herself Her marbles are sickened Full of suicidal notions Reminiscing about past brutal Those intolerable agonies of past She darted at her erratic wings Wings are halted and gawked awful She no protracted can glide She no lanky can perceive contentment She looked to discover accomplishment But herself being smashed by the world She gazed at her simmered face Full of blotches and gashes She dissembles a camouflage To suppress her darkness and anxieties She felt deserted in the world Her silhouette evacuated her secluded I gawk around me, The multicolored realm distorted into the twilight, Yanks rolls down from orifices, My gazes forfeited hope in myself, My orifices can't divulge anyone, There is no dawning anymore, There is darkness around me, I whimper, sob, and moan, No one to heed my songster, No one to heed my despair, Trauma in my endurance is intolerable, Stormy aura is whacking, I am dreading and twitching, I am repressing from this brutal world, I fear to doze, I fear to yearn My sanity is helpless to shirk the horrendous occurrence I was ravished, I was massacred by the abusive species of this world. My corpse is trimmed by full of blotches, My essence is deceased inside, My annexes are halted, I infer I cant fly again. My heart weeps when people around me compel me to perceive "invisible" I strived to wail for rectitude, My voice is dismissed, My voice now vanishes, My intellect is ample of suicidal reflections, I am lifeless inside, I succumbed when I was "raped". #review#poetry#ae