Post #5249

Day by day the walls get closer and closer. Day by day I am getting more and more tired. Everyday is like fighting a fight I think, I know I can't win. Everyday is a struggle to not give in and give up. It's waking up and hoping your first thought isn't calling your loved ones to say goodbye. I feel like I can't be myself, and my thoughts are mine but not my own. I can look in a mirror and not know who that reflection is. It's walking up a magnificent mountain, and you reach the top, and the first thought that pops up is: "Should I jump?" #review#feelings