Post #5311

*To the love of my life* You came into my life when I was alone another time Sowed the seed of love in my barren soul Made me feel what love is for another time Made me know what it feels like to be loved Made me understand what true love is I felt good about myself for the first time I made sure I was apt for you in all possible ways I could I was willing to give up everything for you expecting only one thing return That you would stay with me You are that one person made me alive after years of mournful love stories For the first time I thought those who left may not deserve me You shaped me in every way most surprisingly without your knowledge I learnt me I learnt love I learnt companionship I learnt trust I learnt care I learnt affection But I am still in the process of learning you You surprise me every day You made sure if I am okay even if you weren't You took care of me in a way that you wanted to be taken care of You had love for me in various layers You expressed yourself in various manners You reached the bottom tip of my soul and nourished me from inside I saw a new figure in the mirror after your arrival in my life And now I have spoiled everything in a fraction of second I don't want to lie saying that I did without knowing I wanted to do it so I did I thought it would be better for us I thought it would always keep you near me I thought it can make sure you are mine Yes first time ever since I met you I thought of myself and not you For the first time my selfishness possessed me that I couldn't think of it's aftermath I don't ask you to come again to me I don't compel you to forgive me I don't argue that what I did wasn't a big deal But just remember I am used to be alone But you aren't I am used to be abandoned But you aren't I am used to be sad But you shouldn't Because pure souls like you should be loved, cared, kept sacred All that I want to say is I have had people in my heart before you But ever since I met you It is permanently reserved for you You can come whenever you wanna see it again And I am ready to apologize my entire life For what I've done Because I know your love for me You know my love for you Come back when you feel like my heart! #review #lsm #openletter