Post #5348

Will it be worth it? Is it worth it? I ask myself Losing me to achieve something Something temporal Something material Do I want it? My ambition is screaming inside But, should I leave my spirit behind My family My friends And everything I hold dear For some far possibility That it might happen That I may succeed That it may be all worth it Power Is a dangerous word It can crumble you from inside Leaving you still yearning for it Still not satiated Will that moment come When it will all be worth it? My sacrifice I will miss myself The girl I once was The girl I am leaving behind What will become of me I am afraid Survival It can be my alibi For everything I did How will I live with myself How will I sleep Knowing What I did What's the point of fighting When nothing is left in you to fight for. They say be selfish They say to not share your academic To not share knowledge To not share your weakness Not even to friends For you are not smart enough To discern the true ones I am afraid I will loose what we have Even before it begins #review#poetry#AG