Post #5652

It's hurts when no one understands you It Hurts when you have to bottle down your feelings,,when you have to shut out your thoughts...when you only scream in your mind and yet you feel like screaming literally to calm yourself down...it hurts when people call you a weirdo and you just want to be normal...when their normal is not your normal they shun it...they make it sound like it's a disease.. They make it seem like it's virus...they start treating you differently and act weird in your presence,,,act as if you're some anomaly...you try to let them accept you by opening up but what they want is to interpret you or try to find a reason for everything that you do...they try to explain you like you're an experiment or a study... It hurts when it doesn't hurt physically...It hurts to experience hurt without hurting literally... It hurts to be the odd one out(though sometimes it feels sweet ...most of the time it's depressing) I have already gotten out of context maybe...this is not what I was supposed to write...this is not how it played in my mind... If I wrote what I wanted to,, you would definitely tear up...you would feel pity for me and that's too hurts sometimes...you make one feel like unwanted human when you pity someone as if they're helpless...your pity hurts me more and makes me shut out the world... I don't understand a thing that's happening in my life and that hurts too It hurts not to have a solution and have an ocean of problems It hurts when you compare other people's problems with mine making mine seem as if they're insignificant and as if they shouldn't matter...as if I'm not experiencing them And when I try to make you understand me you will definitely get tired of me and think I'm a burden...you will think about for sure but subconsciously. I could keep on writing without stopping but I know you don't give a damn about what I say... #thoughts#review