i never asked for this
you would say
why wouldn’t you ask
there was everything for you
to be asking for it
opening a document
i never answered for this
didn’t have the nerve
had some courage
riding the wave
couldn't cover
couvrir cobrir
i never said never
never took a leap of faith
followed the lead
didn’t connect the dots
two together
no strings attached
i never appropriated the discourse
scratched the surface
used words
other than as intended
i never compared
paired up with a doubtful
outstayed my welcome
wore someone out
on the outskirts
beware of worn out threads
said to myself
thread in the city
said Nastya
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tell me y
tell me x
tell me z
tell me zdes’
tell x from y
tell me from your heart
tell it to my
oh my
tell my sister
word for word
tell me squat
nada
nado yellow
your bedtime starts soon
tell me about a bed
обедать
tell my dad
dad’цать лет
+ подросточный возраст
tell me about growth
tell on oath
tell me oatmeal
did you out-oat me
tell me mir
me mir
mir me
mourir
say to stop
say to go
goad me
say to turn grey
today
to tell my greyish hairysh
misch
tell me mich
tell me to use tri bukvy
tell me to unuse words
tell world from word
reward me with some telling
retell up to a welling
tell me repercussion
cushion the lie
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ex ile
ex in
artist in exile
artist on an isle
artist in
inland
within borders
reach
within worders
out of reach
or
der
out of recovery
covered with mud
müdigkeit
getting a new kit
getting rid of
getting rid of a place
to belong
be long gone
outsmart
outskirts
artist on the outskirts
on a shelf
artist as fish
with some politics
within reach
на расстоянии вытянутой руки
artist of mafia
mafia slov
of slavists
mafia of influence
confluence
conjoint
conglomerate
artist of leaving
leaflets
of engaging
indulging
enlarging
поглощения
слияния
вли
фер
в delivery
artist with a stong
liver
no strings
attached to an isle
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damit du mit damir sprichst
damit das mir entsteht
damit mir sich von dir befreit
so dass niemand frei ist
so dass ein körper is
predicted
dictated
predicate
predatored
придатком
damit du immer noch dabei bist
damit du zu ihr wirst
damit sie sich mit dir nicht streitet
kleinschrittig
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i've been building some narratives
i've been narrating some ways
i've been going places
i've been leaving you out of this
i am not getting out of your hair
i've been seeing other narratives
i've been asking for your lighter
i was seeing a lighter behind your back
i've been addressing a binding contract
i've been brushing bridges
i've been turning aside
i've been turning the other cheek
i went for this option
i didn't opt out
i drove myself affiliated
i wouldn't abandon ship
i won't herd a shepherd
i won't show myself out
i’ve laid myself down not late
from here to hear
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span
stretch
stream
dream
time
tap
telly
vision
version
verbing
mobbing
mapping
middle
mettle
mischung
mire
march
marching
matching
merching
micro
miro
roaming
rod
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ком форт фор точки
com fort vor tochki
пред точки
пред вест ника
vor zeichen
vor läufer
pred west
pre rvano
unter brochen
under lain
u nter
trata
ver lust
ver längert
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i never asked for this
you would say
why wouldn’t you ask
there was everything for you
to be asking for it
opening a document
i never answered for this
didn’t have the nerve
had some courage
riding the wave
couldn't cover
couvrir cobrir
i never said never
never took a leap of faith
followed the lead
didn’t connect the dots
two together
no strings attached
i never appropriated the discourse
scratched the surface
used words
other than as intended
i never compared
paired up with a doubtful
outstayed my welcome
wore someone out
on the outskirts
beware of worn out threads
said to myself
thread in the city
said Nastya
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can i trust you halfway
can i trust you half season
as of today
can i trust you with my left half
will you take haftung for my half
the half that goes off
course
around the hour
when no one has a turn
when people are not selbst to stand
[ сами не свои ]
when they do not stay
by the door
hanging
to hand over
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it took me time
it took me some time
it took me some other time
it took me some time either way
it took me to the other side
it took me across
it took me one way or another
it took me by task
it took me at dawn
it took me taking a while
i was slow on the uptake
it took me far
it took me for a toucan
it took me all the way
it took me at break-neck speed
it took me dodging
it took me and my doggy
it took us to many cats
all of them were at stake
it was taken artfully
i was taken by several stories
i was taken to a store which was multistoried
i had to step on the stair
i couldn’t give up being taken
i was heavily influenced by that scene
i had many takes on it
some were mistaken
they had to be taken off
the table
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