Post #6429

I am pregnant by one of my rapists and I am heartbroken I posted a few weeks ago about being gangraped and my PTSD nightmares, I am now in therapy and it is going well so far and I’ve been to the doctor and hospital after what happened. My doctor told me to come back in a few weeks for a blood test and I was dreading it but I went in for it yesterday. I just had a mental breakdown after getting the results back that I am pregnant and I am absolutely furious and heartbroken and I keep asking why tf does this stuff happen to me. I have such conflicting feelings, I do maybe want a baby one day but it can’t be like this. My options right now are to either to give birth and give the baby up for adoption(helps people who do want a baby) or abortion because I hate to say this, but it would mentally destroy me to keep one of my rapist’s baby. I have never been pregnant before and I despise that it is under these circumstances as well. I really need advice, what would you all do in this situation? My doctor says that it is completely up to me for the next steps going forward. Edit: Thank you all so much for the support from the bottom of my heart, I seriously have a lot to consider www.reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/12di2yc/i_am_pregnant_by_one_of_my_rapists_and_i_am/source