Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5863 · 07/14/2022, 09:57 AM
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My mother
Blessed with all the might
To tolerate my naiveness
Blessed with all the courage
To withstand my mistakes
Amidst she stands with all the beauty
With all the light behind her eyes
She shows me the way
Though are beliefs aren't ever the same
Yet she acknowledges my vision
When I stumble upon in life
She has the weight to balance
Encountering all my questions away
Believe me or not she's the best in her way
No she isn't the very person
I'd remember in my toughest times
And despite all my dislikes
I believe she's the strongest woman
I'll ever meet in my life
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5850 · 07/09/2022, 06:00 AM
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My mother
Blessed with all the might
To tolerate my naiveness
Blessed with all the courage
To withstand my mistakes
Amidst she stands with all the beauty
With all the light behind her eyes
She shows me the way
Though are beliefs aren't ever the same
Yet she acknowledges my vision
When I stumble upon in life
She has the weight to balance
Encountering all my questions away
Believe me or not she's the best in her way
No she isn't the very person
I'd remember in my toughest times
And despite all my dislikes
I believe she's the strongest woman
I'll ever meet in my life
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5819 · 06/09/2022, 06:09 PM
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Just got away with one
Opened a new door
Shaped a little fantasy
With numerous miracles to adore
Stayed with anger so long
Realised it was my grief
Hadn't it made me this strong
I would've stumbled upon in brief
Earned a little patience
Coiled up with jist of tolerance
Tore a few tied interests
As a result of unfulfilled wishes
Now I can see cure as perception
Witnessed fear, failure and hatred all the same
So now I wish to love and to be loved
Solemnly, perfectly as a beautiful exception
Here I stand amidst all wonders
Drifting with the flow of life
what I've gained as a blessing to realise
For one's finest survival mere love would suffice
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5801 · 06/04/2022, 03:57 PM
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In this world of surprises
My life took a turn and I met you
Blessed with happiness you took me to the moon
But oh my mistrustfulness
You left me in a few
So For the sake of forgiveness
I have an apology
I don't know what's wrong with me
Still I say I'm sorry , really
I'm sure I caused a headache
For I'm trying to get distant
But I promise I'll try harder
But will you have my back at ends??
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5791 · 06/01/2022, 09:01 AM
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Let me tell you a tale
of girl held captive in her head
smiling to the whole world
And sulking at the corner of her bed
She's insecure of her possessions.
she's not safe at her home
she holds out a hand for every needy
friend
And screams in the silence but nobody really cares
Her life is not yet spared
of all the lies and fears
her very aplomb temper is retaliated
and her life turns to a convulsive event
Yet she stands everyday
smiling to the mirror world
promising affirmations
And shining like a sun
You think she's happy because she's smiling
but it's the easiest thing to do
If you looked a little closer
her eyes weren't happy too
she's dying to hear someone say
that she didn't need to try so hard
that she was perfectly enough
that she was prettily okay
And If you dare to love her
Let me tell you something
You can't go past her emotional intellect
so make her feel everything
she's not a witch but benware of her
All her beauty in her voice
so don't treat her like an option
or she'll leave you like a choice
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5837 · 06/27/2022, 08:27 PM
Out of place
Out of pictures
I know you're put off
It's for many, i guess
It's quite funny by the window
As i reached
In the pencil case, is a letter erased
Covering up, my metamorphosis
Is Sui generis, don't even know the fuck that means
It leaves stains on tissues, holding and covering my eyes sometimes
Overdramatic loser
As i hold my breath forever sometimes
It's not gone
I'm serious, i may be frustrated
Writing same lines over and over
I keep a ciggerate lit pressed on my shoulder
Burning flesh like that time i saw two dead bodies covered in grease lifted over
Burned in electric oven
As their ashes rises somewhere
I don't believe in heaven
So it might mix into the water that i drink
I mean, it's filtered
My flesh burn elapsed several days
A rebellious naive act
Young age to blame
I'm still young
Just trying a little harder
As this time i fall from life
I might never start over
Now you know why
Yea?
Your dreamy eyes catches off guard
Like i know you want me unravel goodness
In me
I know you don't exist but still
The question lingers, is it even a question
Not good at much of anything off of the list
And somewhere i know ain't gonna be missed, So
Let me pullover some more the blanket
I'm lost, i guess
Alone and i trek between the foggy mountains
Spiralling inside the fog
My own self mythologies
Of Gods and ambitions
Surface out on the unconcerned eyes
I know you don't care
Bamboozled by electricity
I might sing this lullaby out in the lamppost
Lighten road, screaming out of my life
And there's somehow an Ad Nauseam
Certainly Rippling through your empty hallroom space
How about address every wrongs i've done
Or how about change all of me
Present myself for you to see
I can't even get my ass to college
It's a drag
How my god has made me
Is it even possible to come out
Come home
Where the house is broken
Polyphony of silence and creepy smile masks
It's just life
We drift past our abuses
We drift past the betrayals
Cause it's not good standard civil standing
Said probably by Uncle Sam
But my digression has a point
As Chocolate cake covered with more chocolate tastes nice, you were there that day, in real, in flesh, just my ego drunk like an alcoholic mess, and after then
It clicked
Love happens in seconds
And hop into the bed
It's maximum loving you wanna try.
Just kidding
It's a joke
Clock's swirling upon the rotting past unknown
And ugly?
Well i am your guy
This thing is too long
And i might be too gone
But make it last the beloved ones on your arms
Till it sinking inevitable loss
And gone
Like a ash somewhere
Possibly in my glass of water
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5831 · 06/17/2022, 09:31 AM
In Love With Death
I am crying to release myself
From the shackles of death;
My tears are turning into vapors
Against my warm cheeks
That are burning because of
The salt in my oozing sweat.
I am barely able to take a step;
And yet I am pushed to walk
To feel the bruising pain of
The fetters around my ankles.
Holding an old and rusty cup
Of a few gulps of dirty water,
And walking with clumsy steps,
With my hands inside the cuffs:
Which are designed such that
The fingers turn hard and stiff;
They cannot clasp anything
Except for heavy rocks of burden.
After a lifetime of carrying them
I am thrown in a deserted land
Like an unfed defenseless animal.
My mouth is parched of thirst,
And I cannot even bring the cup
To my lips as it cuts my wrists
That will make me bleed to death.
I want to take a few breaths
To live a few moments more,
Even in this dying hope
To get a glimpse of you.
Because you know my darling,
You are worth dying for.
Even a hazy memory of you
Adds a drop of life in me.
It is time; I surrender to death
By getting fed into the inferno.
I shout and scream for mercy;
My screeching throat tears open
Until it exudes tiny drops of blood;
But they are vaporized instantly
Due to the blaze of the raging fire.
But something flashed before my eyes
A moment before my last breath;
Then I smiled and embraced my end.
With you always by my side,
I was never left alone!
You were my guardian angel.
So I was not unfortunate after all:
To have no bonds, no memories,
No sorrows, no joys, no love -
A life without struggles or feelings!
If I had absolutely nothing to lose,
I would have left empty-handed
With nothing to leave behind,
Except for loneliness and regret.
Instead, I realized how lucky I was:
With my share of love and joy,
I had something precious to lose,
Something which I left behind;
That made my life worth living.
© Amit Herlekar
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5828 · 06/13/2022, 12:00 PM
Got Falling in love with taking care of myself,
Falling in love to be a new version of myself.
When The Infinite number of thoughts swirled around in the galaxy of my mind,
A question sprung to my mind "am I still real"?
The ecosystem got me to feel The universe inside me is infinite,
to strike me up to not being trapped in the time loop where people Burrowed in a giant puddle of trauma.
It's the high time I fled and left all the problems in a heap behind,
When I was hunted by their words,
haunted by their changing colors, and the dark shadow,
was drowned in their successive sarcasm, ultimately these took a shape of a murder knife to kill me, and I flew away like air and raised.
I am the colorful ocean, leaping and wide
Welling and I bear in the tide.
I am a crest of the wave,
And a Thunder deafening the ears,
a Lighting blinding the eyes
The wind cooling the field and flesh.
The fog swirled thickly around me when I clung unwaveringly to dreams before it dies
Held fast to dreams For when it fades away from me,
broken wings got their place to fly to the sky again.
I am still real
I am still here.
Aliya Nahid
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5823 · 06/10/2022, 05:39 PM
Illusion
The way you left without blinking
Got me thinking
We were nothing but illusion
Every night, I sit on my bed thinking
Is he feeling this too?
This heavy load in my heart
This burning feeling in my gut
And these foggy waves on my mind
I could ask you to stay
But there's nothing left to say
You're a closed door
That I should stop knocking
Cause I don't live there anymore
And there's no one inside for me
I will walk away
You won't even hear my footsteps
You'll never know how I felt
Rosemène Saint Louis🥀
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5820 · 06/10/2022, 04:50 AM
Why I can't??
Sometimes I am not accepting myself and just giving pain to my self without any reason..
Why I can't??
Sometimes my hazitation cross all limits and I can't talk and even I can't utter a word..
Why I can't??
Many times I am sad because of only me and I can't share with anyone and just dying inside..
Why I cany??
I love to be the part of everything but every time I am not ready because I am afraid of others recation..
Why I can't??
I am always afraid of that how people judge me and I can't do the necessary things even eating in front of others..
Why I can't??
People don't love me I think because I can't think straight. I always think bad results and don't attempt the thing..
Why I can't??
My nature is to be with people and to inspire others but I can't even inspire myself..
Why I can't??
World is always ready to accept me but I can't sahre my sadness with them..
Why I can't??
I love to do all and Iove to play and I want be like others but because of me I can't..
Why I can't??
Love is always a beautiful thing I loved many but I can't share and just feel the pain of ignorance..
Why I can't??
Like other I can't be the same and I can't be the normal like others but I am different, but I can't prove yet..
Why I can't??
I am special, I don't want anyone but I want someone who protect me and who loves me who takes care of me.
Can I get him??
Should I...
Sometimes I can't even get reason for crying, buti can't stop my eyes with tears...
Can I....
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Jaydeep Chauhan
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5816 · 06/09/2022, 06:33 AM
They are just songs until experience give them meanings
They are just lyrics until they draw you and that feeling
People are just strangers until they become a sweet memory
Buildings are just some bricks until it separates you and me
Life is hard but without you it would be worse
Not see that pretty face would be a curse
Let's hold on until next year to celebrate the Valentine together
I'll be waiting for you with that smile and flower
-Saloni Garg
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5800 · 06/03/2022, 09:01 AM
In the silence as the dead soul..
The sound of my voice calling your name in the void,
Woke up the sleeping nights..
The burning flames from the cry of an unspoken words,
The rage in an unexpressed feelings between the first kiss and the last good bye,,
the glow in the drops of painful tears,,,
the shade of bright colors in the bleeding heart,,,,
Made the twinkling stars feel a twinge of envy...
Everything turned to visual poetry,
When the smoke from floating cloud draw your portrait,
And never in my life my lungs ever craved more to inhale a smoke that toxic to life...
~failed engineer
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