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#review#poetry#vj Let me tell you a tale of girl held captive in her head smiling to the whole world And sulking at the corner of her bed She's insecure of her possessions. she's not safe at her home she holds out a hand for every needy friend And screams in the silence but nobody really cares Her life is not yet spared of all the lies and fears her very aplomb temper is retaliated and her life turns to a convulsive event Yet she stands everyday smiling to the mirror world promising affirmations And shining like a sun You think she's happy because she's smiling but it's the easiest thing to do If you looked a little closer her eyes weren't happy too she's dying to hear someone say that she didn't need to try so hard that she was perfectly enough that she was prettily okay And If you dare to love her Let me tell you something You can't go past her emotional intellect so make her feel everything she's not a witch but benware of her All her beauty in her voice so don't treat her like an option or she'll leave you like a choice

#review#poetry#vj I don't understand you sometimes How do you do this all the time??? Always acting like divine And running your thoughts through my spine This moment you are something A second later you are different You say you're always neutral But I find you so complicated I think of you day and night Of how you let me through my nightmares My heart smiles at your very sight Yet of all the times at me you glare Please stop playing with my feelings Let's set this up and clear the clutter Let me know if you hate this mess of mine And I'm sorry for all the things I utter (But what do I do ? Such is your gravity that I fall towards it) I don't mean anything wrong You know that I've known despair I can't be that flexible and strong And I'm falling back without you As I am climbing every stair I just need you here with me always Cause you make me believe when no one stays I won't trouble you I promise Just listen to my issues at times And help me being honest

#review#poetry#vj Deep within my darkness There's a sense of self estrangement An urge to get the demons out And say that I withdraw from you To free my desolate mind Don't run away from me like this Call in on leastways once a week Give me the same quixotical glance Like you used to give within me I'd love to see you by my side When I grow old and own a tide I'd love to see your furious twinkles Which made my heart turn gold I'm used to certain things in life I'm used to being with you You gave me my fervours my originality So even though I set you free Have a lust of being with me