Post #392

Good morning everyone! I have an #update for yall that I've been meaning to give. For the next month or two, I will be working on moving to a new home and settling in. I need to take a break from queue work as I make this large transition. For the time being, I am mostly taking care of my health and managing my stress so I don't land in the hospital again, like I did recently. Over the past few years, I've gotten very sick and weak. This has resulted in not being able to fulfill my list and work needs. It's largely due to how stressful my current living situation is and traumatic events, grief, and my mental health deteriorating with time. I feel the worst I've ever felt. Truly, it is a nightmare and struggle each day. I wouldn't wish what I've been through on anyone to be honest. There's just so much that it's hard to even summarize, and a lot of it is too heavy for conversation. Regardless, I do intend to get my queue done in time. That has been a very large source of stress. I'm thinking that after I get settled into my new residence, I will reach back out to all of the folks on my list and ask if they'd prefer to wait or if I should issue a refund. This process will take a little time too, but I want to do right by yall who have supported me throughout the years and it's the best course of action I can think of at the moment. Then, once I have asked everyone, I will sort my list into groups. Folks who want a refund, and then folks who are okay with waiting. Refunds will go out as soon as I have the means to. Currently it's hard to even survive, so that process will also take time. Until then, I'm going to make sure everything is in order to move and settle in. I'll be surrounded by people who love me for who I am instead of hate me. I expect my health to improve just with that alone, so I am pretty hopeful for the future. If there's any questions or concerns, never hesitate to reach out. I must again reassure everyone that all work has been tracked and is accounted for, so I haven't forgotten. I'm eager for the future and for less stress!! I love yall! Thank you for reading. -Toofs