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And there is always enough of colours in the rainbow to paint light when tears are lossened and the sky is dull. And there is always a little magic on tomorrow to paint our skin and to hold on to us a bit more when we are falling apart. #review#nandini

Day by day the walls get closer and closer. Day by day I am getting more and more tired. Everyday is like fighting a fight I think, I know I can't win. Everyday is a struggle to not give in and give up. It's waking up and hoping your first thought isn't calling your loved ones to say goodbye. I feel like I can't be myself, and my thoughts are mine but not my own. I can look in a mirror and not know who that reflection is. It's walking up a magnificent mountain, and you reach the top, and the first thought that pops up is: "Should I jump?" #review#feelings

Two friends met The scenery was perfect Coffee shop half empty The smell of fresh ground java The eye catching muffins Kids taking selfies A man on his phone A girl in the corner with a laptop Rain drizzling outside Drops tapping on the window Water splashing Creating the perfect soundtrack Two friends met in a coffee shop And they talked about love #review#poetry#ja

Haiku Dark grey clouds gathered, A drop of rain on my nose Eruption of joy! #review#haiku#Florence

Relationship. On a lonely night, Two strangers bumped into eachother. And a relationship bloomed. #review#haiku

You're the one I needed from the beginning That I never knew I always thought it was something else And I chased what I thought to be true I spent years on end looking for someone Though my dreams pointed to you And I got burned time and again While time didn't run but flew I finally gave up the search And tried to live life anew But guess who struts in through the door The one I needed, You!! I have to come out clean To myself and you I need to be true I picked up a lot of negatives A clean up of my life is due So be patient with me darling Sit back, relax and enjoy the view While I make this man a better me And prepare the table for you #review#poetry#ja

Lost forever Never means ever,After the colorful days. Somehow the dark spreads in the deep of the sea. It's hard to see the sea while in the dark. No more loopholes to escape from the dark to fly like a white insect from a fully black bench. Several times i rallied my forces to forget, Then it recoil like the Succession of waves. At last brain shed for mind and say to myself move on,stop fighting Let it flow… #review #sz #poetry

Radiance I plucked a star out of the sky And put it in my head Enlightened, literally, in the eyes Although I burned and bled; It fizzled loudly in my ears the shine was a blinding glow and though I broke to a thousand pieces I'd never felt so whole. I plucked a star out of the sky And replaced my mind and brain, My skull had burst with wishing dust Although it morphed with pain. The star was a ball of blazing white that ignited and pulled me apart And it exploded me into million pieces but I felt like a radiant art. #review#poem#jt

To the first friend, I made You are the reason to feel and realise what friendship is and how it feels. You brought happiness to my life. You were possessive on me. You were sad when i wasn't talk with you. You motivated me. You stood by my side. You were the one who scold when I do something wrong. I never thought that you left me and found a new best friend(s) But they love you more than me. I wish you to be happy and loved always not to be with me. We still communicate now and then. But not with the same Friendship just like a stranger. You fought with others to sit near with me but now you get over me and sit in other place even when there is no competition. I'm accepted the reality. I appreciate your choice of leaving me and get more loyal, true, lovely friends. I still hope you didn't forget my friendship with you #letter#review#friendshipbreakup

No one can stand, you should support yourself, Have to walk alone, hold yourself, thank you colleagues if you win ... then learn to correct it from your mistakes, even insist on doing it, if you have to fight for yourself If someone loses, you should take responsibility for it only. Yes, if you do something wrong then also be angry with yourself, Give yourself some care, explain a little, even if you have some problems, cover the piece, Then stand up boys by yourself, start again, if you feel bad in this phase, then later on they will To refuse No one can stand, you should support yourself 'You support yourself. #review#feedback#poem#life#support

Dragging myself up as if I'm hanging from a freaking cliff, Never felt so sleepless to need a sedative, Demons inside making it hard for me to survive, Devouring on my soul & risking my life. Sometimes u fail to swim in the shallowest of waters, Paddling & sweating in vain, Sometimes the slightest of cuts, Gives u the greatest of pain. When the Sun goes out of sight, When u could walk alone in the dimmest of light, U don't need someone to hold u tight, U don't want anyone to dwell on your plight. Those who caused u this distress, The raging flames they tried to suppress, Now entangled in their own mess, It's u who made more out of less. Wading through the puddles of misery, Climbing over the stacks of pain, They don't see the struggles behind, Just wanna see u falling again. #review#poem#San

EXILE I lie on my cot out in the balcony, late night cool breeze lulling me to sleep; The super-blood-flower moon glows in its effervescent crimson hue. A rather vivid dream ensues from the deep. A thousand years in exile. I see you, I talk to you Yet, never can I come near you. Your charm and grace melted my frosty cold heart, Only for this barrier to swerve the flow away from you. This screen though transparent would always be there, for a millenium or so. Have I cursed myself? Which of us is caged? Or are we both shackled by past fears? This fear strengthens this impediment; We know it, yet we're anxious to strike it down. How cruel is this? To be so near yet so far, Neither absolute sadness nor utter delight. How am I to handle this? To look away would only disquieten the longingness; My vision is blurred, Nothing can I see except the screen that separates us. What grand design could this be? Or just misfortune that I yearn for someone never meant for me? Why does it feel so hollow? The void, consuming me from within. Knowing parts of you but restricted from the whole, breaks my heart; Eventhough I have something, I'd rather have never known you. Having a little piece but never able to have it whole, Drains me, weakens me, exhausts me. Not death nor sorrow, Neither life nor joy, Just this bit of hope and longing to continue, In my thousand year exile! A sudden jolt wakens me. The moon is restored to it's bright white glow, The eclipse is over, the mind goes blank; The breeze withers slowly as clouds follow, Ushering in a light drizzle, pitter-pattering onto the wooden plank. ©FL5 #review