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#review#CA#random Your smile broke into my soul. This is a feeling I have never known. A warmth that spreads to my fingers and toes. A kindness seen through someone else’s eyes. A world apart and yet so close. My mind is connected to yours. We are different and yet we are the same. You balance my weakness. I balance your strength. Some call this fate.

#review#TSW#poetry At the beginning of every beginning. At the end of every end . I promise myself , to be my own Constant . ~TheSilentWriter💜

In a world where emojis hold more meaning than words, I choose to stay silent. In a world where a book is rated by it's prologue and epilogue rather than it's journey, I choose to surrender my pen. In a world where whitewashed is the new bright, I choose to negotiate with the darkness. In a world where one wants to get ahead by pushing others, I choose to stay behind and wait to greet the slow yet steady destruction on way . ~TheSilentWriter💜 #review#TSW#poetry

Day 440 of the Apocalypse [June 15, 2021] Ready to say goodbye to my life, goodbye to all whom I loved, I sat on the rock that broke my leg. A roaring engine sound echoed through the mountains, I closed my eyes as I heard the car come closer, and I started to embrace my death. "Hey, get in!" The car stopped right besides me, I looked up and I saw a familiar face, it was Tom. "Hey cunt get in, except if you are one of those Hunters as well?" I tried to get up and 'walk' towards the car while dragging my broken leg behind me. Tom immediately took of, and told me what happened to him. To keep a long story short he was just gaming, minding his own business, while suddenly he heard everyone outside going crazy and hunting others, it was truly some crazy sh*t. We drove until we met the others and let them in the car so we could continue North, I still don't know how Tom knew where I was, or why he was going the same wat, well I have nothing to worry, I trust him. We drove for a couple of days until we came across a gas station, because of course a car needs fuel. We parked a few meters further so if there were Scavenger or as Tom calls them 'Hunters' , they couldn't hear them and we could surprise them. First things first tho, let's find some sticks to make a splint for my leg. A few minutes passed and we got my leg in a splint and made a cane so I could walk, or more stumble forward. Tom handed me a sniper rifle and said that I should go find a rooftop where I have a visuel on the gas station. "Tom, why do I have to do the sniping?" "Well, you can't really fight can you?" I nodded and entered a building that had a visuel on the station. Tom went closer the gas station, he stopped so he could hide for the Scavengers. We both saw no-one nearby, and so Tom grabbed his Jerry cans and started filling them up. And suddenly a group of scavengers came around the corner, all of them jumped Tom at once. I completely froze as I saw Tom killing the Scavengers from a distance. Tom grabbed his pocket knife and slashed the first one through the stomach making all of his intestines falling out, turning around stabbing someone's thigh, and following with a stab in the throat. there were still 3 guys left, and I was still completely frozen, unable to do anything. Tom was able to beat the third one to the ground, making him completely knocked out, while one of the other 2 grabbing him from behind, making him unable to move. While one of the Scavengers holds him, the other one approaches him. I dont see Tom after that, as the last one stands right in front of Tom. This is my last chance, I have to do something now, or Tom might not survive. Tying to take aim, finger on the trigger, and BANG. #review#YO#Fantasy#Diary

#CA#review#shortStory Listening to the rustling of the trees. Feeling the warmth of the sun. A moment a thousand words couldn’t describe. A stillness so profound she could feel the energy beneath the ground. Stirring below her feet. A vibration that traveled through her limbs and into her soul. She sighed with relief. A smile appearing at the corners of her mouth. A light within her eyes. This was perfect. She thought of how many moments wasted. Always staying busy. Having a mindset of lack. A constant want for more. How disturbing to be in that whirlwind. Never alone yet always cut away. She wondered how many others were in this realization. This dawning of a wisdom beyond age and time. She glanced at her palms as she turned them to the sky. Feeling the wind but never seeing it, all it’s wonder and beauty. A contentment filled her as she closed her mouth only letting her thoughts become her sound speaking to the energy all around and patiently waiting for its echo from the ground.

The rainy night The breezy night, dark sky glorified with it's own stars and moon making me drown in some flashbacks. The drizzling of rain drops is taking me to those days, where everything of me revolved around you, where everything seemed so pleasant and pleasing, where you and I were the only beings of my world. Everything seemed to be perfect and easy. I really thought you were the one I was meant to be with. all you could give me was HAPPINESS happy moments happy days happy nights happy conversations happy tears... I have never even dreamt of being away from you. all i thought was we were destined to meet, we were destined to be together… I really don't get what happened then! all of a sudden we started drifting apart. I don't know whose fault it was, maybe it was the universe'! there existed confusions in our comfortness, there was misunderstanding in our understanding. I started realizing it was not the US any more, it was YOU and I. It was a hell kinda pain I had gone through accepting the bitter reality. The real struggle was to forget our promises that we've made...the distance between you and me taught me so very much. As the days went by, maybe it could have been a three digit number of days since we drifted... your name still remained at the top of my chat list. My diary felt difficult to breathe as it was fully loaded since I lost my human diary. My laughter vanished, the happy soul inside me flew away, my tears turned to smiles. My eyes didn't stop to search your vehicle in all that traffic I got struck. my neck never stopped to turn around whenever I crossed your street. my heart never stopped expecting you whenever i hear a calling bell sound. my brain never stopped to bring back memories whenever i hear OUR songs… As time passes i also taught myself that days and nights come and go with or without our loved ones' gm and gn texts. i understood that we cannot always have what we want with us forever. For the first time I realized that priorities change. I felt that every forEVER has an END. i took the point that changes are inevitable in EVERYTHING. my heart felt the quote "some people can stay in our hearts but not in our lives". Even now i'm personifying the rain from the sky as YOU, running abruptly to the land which could be luckily ME... here, while writing this, my blurry tear filled eyes expect to see you, the sinking heart still hopelessly hopes to be with you once again, but my brain silently consoles me saying "THIS TOO SHALL PASS" #review #lsm #openletter

It's Father's Day👨 and I wish every ones father a happy and blessed life. This is to request every member of this worthy group to write few lines about your Dad. #review#fathersday#Happyfathersday

#_Demon__ As I saw you again after years The mere sight sent me shivers. Yes, I was very young and naive. But I could decipher that you weren't nice. The way you touched me was so wrong Never imagined that it will leave a scar for lifelong. What was so sexual in me? for god sake, I was sever 1 spet nightmares and you are the demon. There weren't any bra straps, nor my frock was revealing Then what did I do to arouse your lustful feeling? Family is a shelter, I have always learned But all my innocence that day you burned. What haunts me more is the smile you still give It seems as if you are still peeping deep within. Reading #Metoo posts, I wished to acream too But the mere imagination of aftermathi, made me withdrew. Now I cover myself extra, I don't get too close. For I don't want another scar in the name of "happy dose". Now every touch is scary and every man looks like you Because even slightest of closeness brings back that view. I miss my innocence when the world seemed like a paradise But I am born with a vagina and I have to pay the price. ✍️🏻——Pooja Dewan #PD#review

• Quatrain • The world can't see inside's pain And, tears are hidden in the rain Even if the world calls me stupid But, Her voice affects like music #ap#quatrain#review

#review I think you really fall in a love. It's great letter expressed your feelings and a good start. You explored the love and it's feelings thoroughly. It looks like personal experience. Great

*To the love of my life* You came into my life when I was alone another time Sowed the seed of love in my barren soul Made me feel what love is for another time Made me know what it feels like to be loved Made me understand what true love is I felt good about myself for the first time I made sure I was apt for you in all possible ways I could I was willing to give up everything for you expecting only one thing return That you would stay with me You are that one person made me alive after years of mournful love stories For the first time I thought those who left may not deserve me You shaped me in every way most surprisingly without your knowledge I learnt me I learnt love I learnt companionship I learnt trust I learnt care I learnt affection But I am still in the process of learning you You surprise me every day You made sure if I am okay even if you weren't You took care of me in a way that you wanted to be taken care of You had love for me in various layers You expressed yourself in various manners You reached the bottom tip of my soul and nourished me from inside I saw a new figure in the mirror after your arrival in my life And now I have spoiled everything in a fraction of second I don't want to lie saying that I did without knowing I wanted to do it so I did I thought it would be better for us I thought it would always keep you near me I thought it can make sure you are mine Yes first time ever since I met you I thought of myself and not you For the first time my selfishness possessed me that I couldn't think of it's aftermath I don't ask you to come again to me I don't compel you to forgive me I don't argue that what I did wasn't a big deal But just remember I am used to be alone But you aren't I am used to be abandoned But you aren't I am used to be sad But you shouldn't Because pure souls like you should be loved, cared, kept sacred All that I want to say is I have had people in my heart before you But ever since I met you It is permanently reserved for you You can come whenever you wanna see it again And I am ready to apologize my entire life For what I've done Because I know your love for me You know my love for you Come back when you feel like my heart! #review #lsm #openletter

It wasn't that bright anymore, The purplish pink lines of cloud shimmering. Earth ready to turn off into the darkest mode. Sign made, for the lush curtain of life to fall down. Done with the pain it brings today, but wasn't sure for tomorrow. Can I survive again There's no single question mark. Because I'm not asking when I know the answer. #review