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Fragile petals alluring the tedious eyes #lotus #review

The beau, ignorance. I knew. That made me a shitty person If there was anything that made it unbearable and more hard to overcome than anything, it’s the fact that I knew it was going to happen. It’s a pity we don’t get to un-know stuff. Like just trash it. It felt(no, was )wrong. Like hoarding the girls lavatory or cyber bullying overweight people because it felt right Or self-hurting so you can feel anything other than this unimaginable sorrow that was slowly drowning you. If there was anything that was worse than knowledge, it’ll be passivity, more like apathy. The fact that you didn’t act. That I didn’t act This didn’t feel wrong. It didn’t feel like anything I have ever felt. Words can’t quantify how it feels. Probably, nothing will. I hope nothing does. Excerpt from my book, For the Lies that Matter @whosayegat #review #everyone #excerpts

I sniffed our wilted pink roses When thy old letters, I dupp'd Haue not rights to touch thou To hug, To kiss thou forehead #Ap#quatrain#review Words : Old/Middle into Morden English Thy - your dupp'd -opened Haue/Hast not - have not Thou - you (subject)

Will it be worth it? Is it worth it? I ask myself Losing me to achieve something Something temporal Something material Do I want it? My ambition is screaming inside But, should I leave my spirit behind My family My friends And everything I hold dear For some far possibility That it might happen That I may succeed That it may be all worth it Power Is a dangerous word It can crumble you from inside Leaving you still yearning for it Still not satiated Will that moment come When it will all be worth it? My sacrifice I will miss myself The girl I once was The girl I am leaving behind What will become of me I am afraid Survival It can be my alibi For everything I did How will I live with myself How will I sleep Knowing What I did What's the point of fighting When nothing is left in you to fight for. They say be selfish They say to not share your academic To not share knowledge To not share your weakness Not even to friends For you are not smart enough To discern the true ones I am afraid I will loose what we have Even before it begins #review#poetry#AG

NEVER UNSCATHED I looked through the darkest night seeking my lover to behold; She was nowhere to be found; She has become a passing shadow in the dark; My heart got drenched by the solitude of being with myself; The ecstatic moments we used to share has become a tossed wave in the sea; My soul got drowned in perpetual pains, hell undesirable; But I was determined to heal and resurrect all of my broken pieces; Many stood afar watching the story of my life unfold; Some dished out mockeries and made a tease out of my downfalls; I was always thrown into the dustbin but I always saw myself cleaner than their evil intentions; You may suffer for a while but it's only for a time; Hold on and push harder; Yes, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel and I went through unscathed, never being a victim of pains and aches; Now I know everything works together for good!! #review

Took you for granted forgot you were a part of me and now when you are gone couldn’t find a purpose to live I find myself lost in all the moments with you And all the time we spent I am here waiting for you Cursing myself for letting go of you I cry every day till the lights are out In all the moments we were together Lost a part of me Never felt so lonely It’s killing from inside Never been in so much regret How could I be such an idiot to let you go Wishing you are here with me one more time And I won’t let you go Wouldn’t be so careless Won’t be so rude Would be good Would listen to you Will look into your eyes And hold you in my arms And will never let you go Every breath that I take without you feels like a curse I am nothing without you #review

#Review#CA#random Withered hand you write so much and yet you say so little. Thoughts have burrowed within my heart. Eyes have betrayed my lips. These moments I have cast a stone and yet it is I to feel the weight of a boulder. For space and time cannot be altered. Only this step shall I finally ponder. Give my humble apology from within and let my life be offered. Only now with grace I seek to live without memory of my squander.

Delightfully dark is my day Filled with a sinister sound At night conveys my dismay Something exquisite and profound Taste of eeriness and despair Somehow stimulates my mind Absence of these in the air Renders me mute somewhat blind Letting the sunflower bloom Hope keeps me really close Fragrance exists in gloom Like an evening primrose Sunshine while guiding my way Nurtures the chaos around At night conveys my dismay Something exquisite and profound #am #review #poetry

COSMIC INTIMACY Your fingers Caresses my soul when I embraced your love web. Your vibe is as soothing as the evening breeze and within my soul I know we have been made for each other. Even though you're faraway but our telepathic communication is no lie. You make it feel real like two Lovers talking over the phone. I can feel your love through your telepathic voice and it brings me eternal HEALING as I equally offer you eternal comfort and security. I am open to love you unending. Let's pour ourselves in the cup of trust, respect, truth and love, let's drink each other in the ocean of love and make it wet overnight. Feel the cosmic lights pervading your soul as we make love in the universe. Be open and raw. Feel the passion and ecstasy in your deepest core. You're fully drowned into eternal bliss. May the lion and lioness in both of us roar. You're my goddess and I am YOUR god, both remains an eternal universe and this is the letter between two living stardust. #review

...❤️ "Can't it be mine that doesn't belong to anyone now it is not then it should be at least she should be mine" #rahi#review

"losing someone what have i achieved .....❤ I'm proud of myself That I too in the gathering of crazy Found my name too" #review#rahi

....️❤️ I like those people due to which many things Today, Tomorrow and Tomorrow talks about Has laughed and laughs But don't you ask Who are you ? Where are you from ? And what do you do? #rahi#review