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🇺🇿🔄 #18 — Qiyinchiliklar ortidagi kuch va umid Yetib keldim Va ishimni ham boshladim. Bir oy davomida o‘zimni chuqur suvga tushib ketgandek his qildim. Hatto mehmoarga xizmat ko‘rsatish va buyurtma olishni ham bilmasdim. Atrofdagilar “Bir yil ichida qaytasan” deb o‘ylashardi😄. Lekin men maqsadlarimdan hech qachon voz kechmadim. Doimo qalbimda va ongimda “Albatta, qiyinchilik bilan birga yengillik ham bor” (94:5) degan oyat bor edi. Boshimdan o’tkizganlarimni so‘z bilan ifodalash qiyin — bosim, qo‘rquv va umidsizlik o’sha paytlar yuragimni ezdi. Rostini aytsam, juda og‘ir edi. Ko‘p bora o‘zimga: “Dubayda ish boshlash to‘g‘ri qaror bo‘lganmi?” deb savol berdim. Lekin keyin angladimki, 20 yoshga to’lmasdan bunday katta sinov bu menga kuch va tajriba berdi va yaxshi boshlanish bo‘ldi. 🇬🇧🔄 #18 — Finding Strength and Hope in Hard Times For a whole month, I felt like I was drowning. I didn’t even know the basics of serving or taking orders. Everyone around me thought I’d be back within a year. But I never gave up on my goals. I always held close to my heart and mind the verse: “Indeed, there is ease with hardship” (94:5). It’s hard to put into words how I felt—pressure, fear, and moments of hopelessness weighed heavy on me. Honestly, it was really tough. I asked myself many times, “Was choosing to work in Dubai the right decision?” But then I realized, at 19 years old, going through such a big challenge gave me strength and experience. It was a great beginning for me. #EverythingILived

🇺🇿 📸Rasm sifatiga ko‘p e’tibor bermaganman, haligacha Redmi Legend ishlatayapman, lekin orzular uchun buning farqi yo‘q!😄 🇬🇧 📸I didn’t care much about photo quality — still rocking the Redmi Legend — but when it comes to dreams, that doesn’t matter!😄 #EverythingILived

🇺🇿🔄 #17 — Musofirlik sari birinchi qadam Hayotimda birinchi marta samolyotga chiqib, musofirlik sari yo‘l oldim...🥲 Ko‘pchilik bu qarorimni eshitganda, meni tentak deb o‘yladi😁"Nima? Boshqa yurtda, tanimagan joyda, atigi $380 oylik bilan qanday yashaysan?" deb hayron bo‘lishdi. Lekin men ortga qaramadim. Sababi: bu qarorim — boylik uchun emas, orzu uchun, oila uchun, yaxshi hayot uchun edi. Tavakkal qildim. Harakat qildim. Allohga suyanib yo‘lga chiqdim. Bugun qarasam, o‘sha samolyot — hayotimdagi eng katta burilish bosqichi bo‘lgan ekan🙂 “Kim Allohga suyanib ish tutsa, U unga kifoya qiladi.”(Surah At-Talaq 65:3) Va ha, usha oyat yana bir bor — har doimgidek — o‘zini oqladi.💫 🇬🇧🔄 #17 — The First Step into Expat Life For the first time in my life, I boarded a plane and left for a new chapter…🥲 Many people thought I was crazy when I accepted a job offer to work in the UAE. “What? How will you survive in a foreign country on just $380 salary?” They genuinely questioned me. But I didn't look back. Because this step wasn’t for wealth — it was for my dream, for my family, and to build a better life. I took a leap of faith. I trusted Allah and moved forward. Now that I look back, that plane ride was one of the biggest turning points of my life. “And whoever relies upon Allah — then He is sufficient for him.”(Surah At-Talaq 65:3) And yes — that verse once again proved itself true, just like always.💫 #EverythingILived#Post17#ExpatJourney#FaithOverFear#TurningPoint#TrustInAllah

🔄🇺🇿#16 — Dubaydagi ish taklifi Ancha vaqt yo‘qotgandek edim, shuning uchun eng tez olib keta oladigan kompaniyani tanlab, taklifga qo‘l qo‘ydim. Oyliklarida katta farq bo‘lmasa-da, brendda sezilarli farq bor edi. Men Marriott, Hilton, IHG kabi brendlaridan takliflar oldim. IHGning Dubay markazidagi mehmonxonasida erta ish boshlash vaqti bo‘lganligi sababli, aynan shuni tanladim. 15 kun o‘tib, bilet ham yuborishdi. 😁 🔄🇬🇧 #16 — Job Offer in Dubai I felt like I had lost a lot of time, so I chose the company that could bring me in the fastest and accepted their offer. While the salaries weren’t drastically different, the brand value was significant. I received offers from brands like Marriott, Hilton, and IHG. I chose IHG's hotel in downtown Dubai because of the early start time. Within 15 days, they even sent me the flight ticket. 😁 #EverythingILived

Ishonmaganlar uchun isbot😁 Ha, avvaliga men ham ishonmagan edim. Ammo Allohga oson degan jumla shu yerda o‘zining haqiqiy ma’nosini topdi.

🔄🇺🇿 #15 — 4 Kun ichida 3 ish taklifi: Hayotimdagi yangi bosqich Oradan 4 kun o‘tgach, men topshirgan Birlashgan Arab Amirliklaridagi kompaniyalardan menga qo‘ng‘iroq bo’ldi. Ular intervyu o‘tkazishdi. Tez orada 3 ta ish taklifini oldim. Qanday ish deb qiziqayotgan bo‘lsangiz, offitsiant (waiter)— bu ishga kirish va ketish uchun eng oson yo‘llardan biri. Bu jarayon menga sabr, qat’iyat va Allohga tavakkul qilishning ahamiyatini yana bir bor eslatdi. Harakat qilmasdan, faqat orzu qilish bilan hech narsaga erishib bo‘lmaydi. Har bir qadam, har bir qaror — bu yangi imkoniyatlarga yo‘l ochadi. 🔄🇬🇧 #15 — 3 Job Offers in 4 Days: A New Chapter Begins Just three days later, I received a call from the companies I had applied to in the United Arab Emirates. They conducted an interview, and soon after, I received three job offers. Curious about the role? It's a waiter position — one of the easiest entry points into the job market there. This experience reminded me of the importance of patience, determination, and placing trust in Allah. Simply dreaming without taking action leads nowhere. Every step, every decision opens doors to new opportunities. #EverythingILived#TrustInAllah#Action#Dua#Dreams#Dubai#NewChapter

🔄#14 — Vaqt tez o‘tayotgandi, o‘qishmi — ishmi degan savollar ichida... Vaqt juda tez o‘tayotgandek edi va ish topishim yoki o‘qishim kerak edi. Instagramda bir reels orqali Dubaydagi ishlash orzusiyuragimni tutdi. Shunchalik tez yaqinlashaman, deb o‘ylamagandim. Bu orzumga yana bir sabab bor edi: Dubayda bir qarindoshim Fly Dubai’da Flight Attendant bo‘lib ishlar edi. Uning mustaqil hayoti, doimiy harakatda bo‘lishi va o‘z yo‘lini topgani menga kuch berdi. Shunga havas qildim va ichimda: “Men ham qila olaman!” degan ishonch uyg‘ondi. Hujjatlarni darhol tayyorladim va topshirdim. Ikki kun uxlamay, duo bilan Allohdan shunday so’ragan edim: Boy bo‘lish uchun emas, ehson qiluvchilardan bo‘lish uchun, o‘zim va oilam uchun yaxshiroq hayotni qurish uchun. “And whoever relies upon Allah — then He is sufficient for him.” (Surah At-Talaq 65:3) #EverythingILived#DubaiDream#TavakkalQil#OrzugaQadam

🔄#13 — IELTS oldim, Koreyaga o‘qishga harakat qildim, lekin orzudan “nasib” va “hayirlisi” deb voz kechdim IELTSni olish — bu mening katta yutug‘im edi. Koreyada o‘qish orzusi qalbimda yonardi. Shu orzu bilan hujjat topshirdim, reja qildim, umid qilardim. Ammo hisoblab chiqsam, hatto grant yutsam ham, qolgan xarajatlar juda ko‘p edi. Menga moliyaviy yordam beradigan odam yo‘q edi, va onamga bunday stressni ortiqcha yuklamoqchi emasdim. Shunday qilib, orzudan voz kechdim, yuragimda esa faqat “Nasib” va “Hayirlisi bo‘lsin” degan so‘zlar qoldi. 🥲 “Sizlar bir narsani yaxshi ko‘rasiz, holbuki, u sizlar uchun yomondir. Alloh bilur, sizlar bilmassizlar.” 📖 (Baqara surasi, 216-oyat) Orzudan voz kechdim, lekin sabr bilan oldinga yuraman. #EverythingILived

🔄🇺🇿#12 — “Odamlar senga ishonmaydi...” degan gaplarni eshitishni boshladim Ishonchimni yo‘qotmaslikka harakat qilardim. Ammo atrofdagilar orasida shubhalanadiganlar ko‘paydi. “Bu yigit nimagadir erishmoqchi, lekin bu yerda bo‘lmaydi” degan qarashlar... Ko‘pchilik kulib qo‘ya qolardi. Shunda ham davom etdim. Chunki bir narsani unutmadim: “Agar sizlar sabr qilsangiz va taqvodor bo‘lsangiz, albatta, bu (Allohning yordami) sizlar bilan bo‘ladi.” 📖 (Oli Imron surasi, 125-oyat) Hech kim sizga ishonmasligi mumkin. Ammo siz o‘zingizga va Yaratganga ishonishingiz shart. 🔄🇬🇧#12 — I started hearing things like “People don’t believe in you...” I tried not to lose confidence. But doubts around me started growing. “He’s trying to become something… but not here,” that’s the look I often saw. People smiled, but didn’t believe. Still, I kept going. Because I held on to this truth: “If you are patient and fear Allah, indeed, Allah is with those who are patient.” 📖 (Surah Al-Imran, 3:125) People might not believe in you. But you must believe in yourself — and in the One who never leaves you. #EverythingILived

Bu esa usha Sug’urtada ishlagan joyim😁 bazida qolib ham ketar edim😀

🔄 #11 — O‘qituvchilikdan... sug‘urta biznesiga 😁 Oz muddat o‘qituvchilik qilib, o‘zimning ustozim yonida ishladim. Hatto maktabda ham dars berdim. Lekin keyin yana tavakkal qildim — kattaroq pul topish umidida, moshinalarni sug‘urta qiladigan joyga o‘tib ketdik. Kichkina xona edi 😁 O‘zim boshliq edim. Ko‘rib “Paynet punkt” deb o‘ylaganlar ham bo‘lgan 😂 🔄 #11 — From Teaching... to Car Insurance 😁 For a short time, I worked as a teacher, even beside my own teacher. I also taught at a school. But then I took another leap of faith — hoping to earn more money, I switched to a place that did car insurance. It was a tiny room 😁 I was the “boss” there. To be honest, people probably thought it was just a Paynet kiosk😂 #EverythingILived