Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5642 · 02/28/2022, 01:54 PM
Ever After
How long will it last? They ask,
Maybe this verse would suffice.
He, like the morning sun,
Would continue to shine.
I, be the most-awaited,
Full moon fortnights.
Till the day love stops,
To lure a poet's mind.
And the brush of an artist,
Falls deprived.
He, and I, shall never part,
Till our souls decide to die.
And the love must go on, and on,
Ever after our demise.
26/02/2022
10:20 pm
©Pakhi
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #4841 · 01/30/2021, 06:20 AM
#review#yourreview#sm#i’mABrokenMan
I’m a broken man
don’t know who to trust.
Being a broken man
allows you not to trust.
I’m a broken man
with lots of blood,
bleeding from the heart like a river.
Being a broken man
helps people raft on the red stream
And they don’t give a damn, whether you die in shiver
The moon is the only friend
who acknowledges my tears.
Stars, like a bodyguard
help me fight out my fears.
But sun, sometimes behaves as a foe
for his rays of light,
focuses me to reach my actual height.
Nevertheless, I’m a broken man.
Broken down piece by piece
by the sword, of the goddess of beauty
sharpened up with innocence, cunning ferocity.
Never even cared, if I’m happy or sad,
wouldn’t even matter if I’m alive or dead.
I’m a broken man,
who knows how to fix the glasses.
But, being a broken man,
There comes a why.
Why even bother , rebuilding it.
Everything broken down into bits and pieces.
And so am I.
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5210 · 05/18/2021, 01:39 PM
Random Thought
At this time, when everything seems shattered, everyone deserves a little kindness. Extend love, care and understanding you can muster. Let go and move on. Have a positive outlook and try to find the good things and soak it in. See, everythig is changing, so make the most of it now, do what makes you happy... talk to people you like... say what you feel !! learn to live guys! beacuse life only comes around once.. be greatful opportunity to live each day, before it all changes once again, dont underestimate the importance of your health and happiness...
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5571 · 12/29/2021, 05:25 AM
She's one in a billion!!
Her smell's like rosemary perfume,
And golden hair's like sonagachi;
The lips are looking like amaryllis;
The face is like the morning sun;
Body is as soft as the balloon;
Her voice is as sweet as elaichi;
Brown eyes are like killing us –
And such beauty is only one!!
• Difficult Words •
Sonagachi - known as Golden Tree
Amaryllis - known as Red Beautiful Flower
Elaichi - Cardamom
#AkashAP#review#poem#oldone#noshare
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5848 · 07/08/2022, 09:06 PM
I rushed down stairs. The wild energy around her was affecting me.
Not only affecting me but turning me into the perfect dumbass.
So I thought its good idea if I catch up with my buddy before a vapourising.
Reaching on the last step, I looked up at the direction of my room.
One second... What she is doing in my room? Rubbing the temple of my head, I dismiss all the cascading thoughts and marched towards the kitchen.
"Oww, Holy hell" One second I was marching with my head held high and now I was embracing the pavement.
Wow just great. I haven't been this lucky in my whole life.
And suddenly I was showered with the God's grace.
And I don't think I like it.
"Sir...what are you doing on the floor" A very confused Lola, inquired with the bucket that she just emptied on me
"I'm kissing the floor, Lola" I replied politely, well my system is shaken now, especially the one which is responsible for my emotions and feelings.
"How did you fell ?" Vivek asked in very concerned voice, rushing to me.
"No Vivek sir he is not fallen, he is just kissing the floor" Lola beamed from somewhere and I didn't even had energy to facepalm.
" And why you are wet?" He inquired
" Ohh wow he talks " My lips formed in knowing smile, well it's more like a grin.
Actually I was just taunting him.
for turning my life upside down. A if it wasn't already.
"Yeah sir he talks very much and politely" She beamed again from somewhere and I couldn't do anything more than sighing
"Why you are wet? " Vivek asked again ignoring Lola.
He is really good in ignoring people.
"It's God's grace in liquid form" I murmured, sinking my body in floor.
"No sir I just dropped water on him that I was using for cleaning" Stupid woman chirped again, it's better if she murders herself because I will do it brutally and she won't like it, I don't even need to say how ruthless I'm, That idiot doesn't know when to use her mouth and mind, but I'm not even sure if she has mind.
#Vivektavinita#Review#paragraph#novel
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5331 · 07/01/2021, 01:53 AM
Steven loved a girl, but the girl did not. Steven knew this. Steven wanted to stop generating this enormous feelings for her. So, Steven decided to go away from her life, never to return back. But on her birthday, he could not resist wishing her, so he came back to wish her. He wished. But the girl responded silence.
He was already broken, and now he was pulverised into dust. He wept into a pillow till his eyes got swollen to the extent that no more tears could pass through the bulged skin around the eyes. He coughed, he gagged several times. After a while he looked into a mirror but to his surprise there was no reflection of his image appeared on the mirror.
He had turned into nothing..
All distressed and destroyed, he went out in open, and he looked up towards the sky and searched as if someone is up there, who was witnessing his plight. He gazed up for a while and then he covered his swollen eyes with his palms. And sat on his folded knees, he leaned forward to rest his face onto his knees now his palms were between his face and the knee. And he was sitting in the middle of his terrace.
There was a complete silence in his pausture, there was no apparent movement in his body for quite some time. He was trying to hold his breath, probably trying to suffocate himself to death. But little did he know, reflexes of his body kicked in and he had to exhale violently. It was so violent as if a volcano had erupted and with it came out the lava of anxiety, hatred, anger and embarrassment. At this very moment, for just few seconds, he had this moment of clarity.
His feelings were powerful and so were his emotions. He was having this intense emotions for the first time and he could not handle them well. And this had made him feel that miserable.
He brought a little change in his perpective now, what actually happened was, he faced a rejection. The girl did not have those emotions and feelings. So, she did not respond the way he wanted. Though, It would have been surreal if she had. He sighed with a chuckle.
He had reasoned and had resolved.
He looked up again, and thanked someone up there and prayed for wellness and happiness for her.
With this new insight a joy that had blossomed in his heart, warmed up his whole body. He started feeling much lighter from that moment. He rushed into his room and stood before the mirror. In mirror appeared a bigger and a better man than what he had seen last, before he decided to come back and wish this girl birthday.
Steven decided to let her live in her own happy world and let this story to rest on a warm and cozy full stop.
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#khaahk
#excerpt
#epiphanyofsteve
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5266 · 06/03/2021, 09:32 PM
"Goodnight" and then I sleep. I spent the day with you and I plan on continuing so I keep you in my dreams. It feels magical. Almost surreal. This is what I've longed for. Even after you broke me, you never left my mind. Except this time you were a nightmare, not a dream
#review#nightmare#her#broken
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5241 · 05/29/2021, 10:14 PM
No one can stand, you should support yourself,
Have to walk alone, hold yourself, thank you colleagues if you win ... then learn to correct it from your mistakes, even insist on doing it, if you have to fight for yourself
If someone loses, you should take responsibility for it only.
Yes, if you do something wrong then also be angry with yourself,
Give yourself some care, explain a little, even if you have some problems, cover the piece,
Then stand up boys by yourself, start again, if you feel bad in this phase, then later on they will
To refuse
No one can stand, you should support yourself
'You support yourself.
#review#feedback#poem#life#support
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5861 · 07/12/2022, 02:24 PM
So yep, today my boyfriend called me two times on the line.
Firstly, he started to call me when he woke up this morning. He was somewhat messy and had a bare face. He’s so lovable! No one knows I’m happy with how he treats me like he started a day with a face-to-face with me. We did enjoy it even tho the distance seemed a bit crazy.
Secondly, In the afternoon… We hit up. As usual, we always bring up the topic of what we did today. I finally can share my happiness about the scarves that my momma brought me in the midday.
He makes me a cutie-pie compliment, and I want to hear that a thousand times a day.
Oh my goodness, he deserved what he wanted for me!
Sincerely the one who always says mi luvu,
Honey Lemon
—July, 12th 2022
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#maiworlds
#maijournals
#honeybee
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5393 · 09/09/2021, 07:23 PM
Today, it's okay to feel lonely. Maybe things had been tough, maybe they fell out of love and you just felt out of place. And that's ok. Today, cry as much as you can. Breathe as much as you need. And you don't have to fake a smile. No, not today.
Today, it's okay to feel rejected. I know you badly want that job, you badly need that business. But it's okay if things didn't happen the way you wanted to, you can always try again. But no, not today.
Today, it’s okay to feel demotivated, defeated, and exhausted. Maybe efforts were exerted but were not appreciated. Maybe you feel like you were not valuable, things like that happen. And even though it wes difficult, you'll be okay, You'll still thrive. But you don't have to force yourself to perform. No, not today.
You know what you're gonna do today?
Today, you are going to stop.
You are going to breathe,
You are going to rest,
You are going to trust that things are gonna work themselves out, in its own time, and in your own pace.
Today, you ere not going to rush yourself to feel ok. You are not going to rush yourself to be filled again. Today, it's okay to be empty, Todey is not the day you will try your hardest to fix all that is broken. Today you will come as you are.
And then maybe ten, twenty or two hundred days from today, when you smile, you will mean it. When you speak, it will bring life. When you work, it will be an inspiration.
Maybe ten, twenty, or two hundred days trom today, you are going to be ok and it's going to be real.
I'm rooting for you😌.
~mdfnqi
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#itsOkay
#Faizan
#mdfnqi
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5319 · 06/22/2021, 11:57 AM
Day 440 of the Apocalypse [June 15, 2021]
Ready to say goodbye to my life, goodbye to all whom I loved, I sat on the rock that broke my leg. A roaring engine sound echoed through the mountains, I closed my eyes as I heard the car come closer, and I started to embrace my death.
"Hey, get in!"
The car stopped right besides me, I looked up and I saw a familiar face, it was Tom.
"Hey cunt get in, except if you are one of those Hunters as well?"
I tried to get up and 'walk' towards the car while dragging my broken leg behind me. Tom immediately took of, and told me what happened to him.
To keep a long story short he was just gaming, minding his own business, while suddenly he heard everyone outside going crazy and hunting others, it was truly some crazy sh*t.
We drove until we met the others and let them in the car so we could continue North, I still don't know how Tom knew where I was, or why he was going the same wat, well I have nothing to worry, I trust him.
We drove for a couple of days until we came across a gas station, because of course a car needs fuel. We parked a few meters further so if there were Scavenger or as Tom calls them 'Hunters' , they couldn't hear them and we could surprise them.
First things first tho, let's find some sticks to make a splint for my leg.
A few minutes passed and we got my leg in a splint and made a cane so I could walk, or more stumble forward.
Tom handed me a sniper rifle and said that I should go find a rooftop where I have a visuel on the gas station.
"Tom, why do I have to do the sniping?"
"Well, you can't really fight can you?"
I nodded and entered a building that had a visuel on the station. Tom went closer the gas station, he stopped so he could hide for the Scavengers. We both saw no-one nearby, and so Tom grabbed his Jerry cans and started filling them up.
And suddenly a group of scavengers came around the corner, all of them jumped Tom at once. I completely froze as I saw Tom killing the Scavengers from a distance. Tom grabbed his pocket knife and slashed the first one through the stomach making all of his intestines falling out, turning around stabbing someone's thigh, and following with a stab in the throat. there were still 3 guys left, and I was still completely frozen, unable to do anything. Tom was able to beat the third one to the ground, making him completely knocked out, while one of the other 2 grabbing him from behind, making him unable to move. While one of the Scavengers holds him, the other one approaches him. I dont see Tom after that, as the last one stands right in front of Tom. This is my last chance, I have to do something now, or Tom might not survive.
Tying to take aim, finger on the trigger, and BANG.
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5314 · 06/19/2021, 03:54 PM
#_Demon__
As I saw you again after years The mere sight sent me shivers.
Yes, I was very young and naive.
But I could decipher that you weren't nice.
The way you touched me was so wrong Never imagined that it will leave a scar for lifelong.
What was so sexual in me? for god sake, I was sever 1 spet nightmares and you are the demon.
There weren't any bra straps, nor my frock was revealing Then what did I do to arouse your lustful feeling?
Family is a shelter, I have always learned But all my innocence that day you burned.
What haunts me more is the smile you still give It seems as if you are still peeping deep within.
Reading #Metoo posts, I wished to acream too But the mere imagination of aftermathi, made me withdrew.
Now I cover myself extra, I don't get too close.
For I don't want another scar in the name of "happy dose".
Now every touch is scary and every man looks like you Because even slightest of closeness brings back that view.
I miss my innocence when the world seemed like a paradise But I am born with a vagina and I have to pay the price.
✍️🏻——Pooja Dewan #PD#review