Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5647 · 03/02/2022, 07:24 AM
I lie in bed by night
Wondering if I could have
Just one feel of the universe
Having just one thing working in
My favor.
I lie in bed by night
To feel the war scars across my
Heart, war scars I got from
Being life's strongest soldier
I look on, on how
I dived into the trenches of life
Head first, and I as a soldier of life
I found my way to the war front
I look on, on how
I was ready to shoot any opponent
How I held my gun filled with bullets of love
Trying to love my opponent into giving up
On their pursuit to ruin me
I look on, on how
Every duck and dive I omitted
Placed me deeper in the trenches of war
I gave my opponents more grace
I look on, to see how
I lost myself in the war
How it all started with me losing my mind
Then I turned into the scars I would
Never inflict on my opponents
Now, I lie in bed by night
Counting each scar as a step closer
To my death.
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5641 · 02/26/2022, 10:07 PM
Hello guys, please can you review the blurb/summary of my book 'Mystical Mutant'
If you liked it you can find it on wattpad @kikibtsstan
BLURB
Several years ago, legend had it that only two mystical creatures existed in the world. The Elevanas and the Glorindians.
They lived together in peace for decades until the day that the Glorindians claimed to be more powerful and superior than the Elevanas. It caused the leaders of the clans to create boundaries between them.
"Who dares fight science with nature?" The Glorindians boasted.
On the other hand, the Elevanas were certain they were stronger. Nature is like a masked devil, so beautiful yet so deadly.
...
A terrible war wiped out the entire species. But there was a survivor, and her name was Fiona.
She must overcome all obstacles to live a normal life forever in the human world.
But the question is,
How long can she hide? How long can she keep this up? How long can she keep pretending to be something she's not? How long is forever?
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5639 · 02/24/2022, 11:23 AM
MY EVERLASTING LOVE
On the ocean bed's I saw your shadow self seeking for an eternal touch of freshness.
You were once tangible in my life, now a phantom.
A fading memories haunting my mind and heart. We could stay overnight watching the Orion belts of the heavenly pleiades.
Once you said "I will love you forever". Now, it is a mirage on the road to mount Sharon.
I wish those experiences never happened, only my innocent soul living alone. Many saw how great we were living together without a fight but I was in pains because you never heeded to my piece of advice.
You prefer to listen but never acted on what I say. You got me worried only to be separated by a great storm. where are you my everlasting love?
My everlasting love has dissolved in the ocean like a pint of salt. My soul cried out to embrace her but she's gone forever. The only thing I can remember is to take on a journey to myself inorder to meet her in my consciousness.
She's completely at one with the ocean, indeed she's the ocean. So I seek a way to become like her.
The darkness taught me a great lesson and I chose to be the light in a difficult world and I have known pains growing up. But now I am fully ready and opened to embrace my strengths and flaws. Let me dissolve in the stormy sea of love knowing I will forever unite with my LOVER.
Oh my LOVER, receive me into your everlasting bosom!!
MAXAGBE
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5638 · 02/24/2022, 11:22 AM
MY EVERLASTING LOVE
On the ocean bed's I saw your shadow self seeking for an eternal touch of freshness.
You were once tangible in my life, now a phantom.
A fading memories haunting my mind and heart. We could stay overnight watching the Orion belts of the heavenly pleiades.
Once you said "I will love you forever". Now, it is a mirage on the road to mount Sharon.
I wish those experiences never happened, only my innocent soul living alone. Many saw how great we were living together without a fight but I was in pains because you never heeded to my piece of advice.
You prefer to listen but never acted on what I say. You got me worried only to be separated by a great storm. where are you my everlasting love?
My everlasting love has dissolved in the ocean like a pint of salt. My soul cried out to embrace her but she's gone forever. The only thing I can remember is to take on a journey to myself inorder to meet her in my consciousness.
She's completely at one with the ocean, indeed she's the ocean. So I seek a way to become like her.
The darkness taught me a great lesson and I chose to be the light in a difficult world and I have known pains growing up. But now I am fully ready and opened to embrace my strengths and flaws. Let me dissolve in the stormy sea of love knowing I will forever unite with my LOVER.
Oh my LOVER, receive me into your everlasting bosom!!
MAXAGBE
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5636 · 02/23/2022, 07:56 PM
MY EVERLASTING LOVE
On the ocean bed's I saw your shadow self seeking for an eternal touch of freshness.
You were once tangible in my life, now a phantom.
A fading memories haunting my mind and heart. We could stay overnight watching the Orion belts of the heavenly pleiades.
Once you said "I will love you forever". Now, it is a mirage on the road to mount Sharon.
I wish those experiences never happened, only my innocent soul living alone. Many saw how great we were living together without a fight but I was in pains because you never heeded to my piece of advice.
You prefer to listen but never acted on what I say. You got me worried only to be separated by a great storm. where are you my everlasting love?
My everlasting love has dissolved in the ocean like a pint of salt. My soul cried out to embrace her but she's gone forever. The only thing I can remember is to take on a journey to myself inorder to meet her in my consciousness.
She's completely at one with the ocean, indeed she's the ocean. So I seek a way to become like her.
The darkness taught me a great lesson and I chose to be the light in a difficult world and I have known pains growing up. But now I am fully ready and opened to embrace my strengths and flaws. Let me dissolve in the stormy sea of love knowing I will forever unite with my LOVER.
Oh my LOVER, receive me into your everlasting bosom!!
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5633 · 02/07/2022, 09:42 AM
Who else marvels at the sight of the flickering weary air from the burning tip of a cigarette? Be it Tobacco or Cannabis they all seem to prance about with the gases in the air and create flaring patches. Who is to say plants don't have spirits? That when you burn them in their wrapped paper, they flee, slightly exposed? Who is it to say, that's every last part of them? I must reckon that some piece of its soul has gushed past the filters, into my mouth, down my throat, and across my lungs, to swirl and mix with my blood.
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5632 · 02/06/2022, 12:54 PM
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I want to be free - free from this numbness and sadness that spreads like wild fire in my heart.
I want to feel again - feel how it’s like to be loved, craved and wanted.
I want to be able to remember the bliss and happiness of having that someone who makes everything better and all your pain fades away——— But until then,
I’ll keep drowning in apathy and tortured by the voices in my head…
"You're not good enough", "You're never going to be loved".
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5628 · 02/04/2022, 11:55 AM
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Hiding the truth by not expressing it to a person means dishonest in relationship?, If it depends on the situation then honesty will not exist. If it should be expressed then sometimes relationships won't exist. Is there any balance between these two or only one can be successful?
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5614 · 01/21/2022, 05:13 PM
There was a boy of 10 years old who was bullied by everyone. Whenever someone hits him he never gave reply in return. He was very shy , he hardly even talk with anyone but we were good friends, he always shares things with me..
But then something shocking happened in his life.....
So one day he told me that he hears voices and he also met with an unknown girl in his dreams. I didn't say anything except OK. I was smiling.
Because i know what it was. Actually i was 5 years older than him and already know that what happens in teenage but for him it was just starting..
So i asked him "who is she".
He said "i don't know, i didn't see her face.
I was like seriously "u see her in your dreams and u didn't see her face. Wow...
So what do u see in that girl in your dreams"
He said, there is a girl who comes and just grabbed my hand and when she grabbed then i don't know somehow i understand what she want to say but in real she doesn't have even a face, actually she is like mixture of smoke and air....
Then i thought that he is very confused
Because he was very shy in real life and doesn't even talked with a girl for 5 minutes so maybe he is seeing like this...
2 days later when i met him he was very happy, there was smile on his face, his eyes are shining and it was the first time when he was looking very happy . He came to me and said " Finally i understand what she want to say to me,
I asked what?
He said " She is free from this trap, but we aren't, we are imprisoned here and she is helping me to get out of this whole trap" I was taking gulp of water at that time and all the water came out after hearing these little speech " and i was like "WTF" but still i say only four words, " You will be fine".....
Now the shocking thing was that it was the last time when i see him because next day he committed suicide.
After postmortem it is confirmed that it was suicide and reports tells that he was suffering from depression since one month because he was bullied by everyone at school , he was very sensitive ,he couldn't bear these things,so he decided to end his own life . But we were friends he could tell me but he didn't...
The voices that he was listening often hears by many depressed people....
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5613 · 01/19/2022, 02:17 PM
Calling Out
I have searched and searched
And I will keep on searching
But I sometimes feel stressed
Cause I feel like you don’t hear me
I wish to hear you saying
That I shouldn’t give up
The love I get from others
Makes me feel like a flower
That is so pretty and wonderful
But I know I will one day dry up
But I don’t want to lose you
So I'm calling on your name
I wish to hear you saying
That I shouldn’t give up
Things are so temporary
People come and go
Nothing lasts forever
Life feels so cold
Whom should I hold on to
Whom should I call
So I'm calling on your name
I wish to hear you saying
That i shouldn’t give up
I sometimes feel you
I sometimes don’t
I wish to be with you all the time
That’s why am calling
I wish to hear you saying
That I shouldn’t give up
For the times I felt you
I'll always hold on to that
The ecstatic feeling
The climax of being lost in happiness
But that won't make me stop
From calling your name
I wish to hear you say
That I shouldn’t give up
~@Price
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5612 · 01/19/2022, 11:43 AM
I have spent my life...
In wait for my beloved
in wait for that one special glance
A glance full of love
What all didn't i do for that one special glance...
A glance that didn't even know I existed.
But that glance...
That one glance...
Couldn't become a part of my destiny.
Life has shown me a lot of censure,
It's given me many wounds
Now, I am very scarred from inside
I have spent my life for searching that one glance of pure love
Perhaps I was never destined for it
Now i have stopped this fruitless search for it around Me
Just to have one special glance my way just once.
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Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5611 · 01/17/2022, 10:04 AM
Challenge yourself everyday to do better and be better. Remember, Growth starts with a decision to move beyond your present circumstances. Overcome your limitation and feel the limitless potential inside you.
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