scribbled diary

Get to a point in your life where your mood doesn’t shift because of the insignificant actions of someone else. Never allow others to control the direction of your life. Emotional intelligence is of great value…

I don’t know how many times i survived myself without telling anyone.

"two unknowns sharing their pain is more beautiful than two knowns making love"

Six months of consistency, exercising, meditating, eating healthily, and learning new skills, will take you to a completely different place mentally, physically and financially.

tf lol

to see your face and feel nothing. that would be peace at last.

You aren't here to fight anyone to be treated right. You should know your worth and what you deserve, and if someone doesn't see that, if they trouble your heart or make you feel cold, or if they think that putting anything less than 100% into you is okay, then they're wrong for you. You've spent too many years valuing relationships that felt wrong from the start and people with difficult hearts to know that you're made for so much more. You're not here to prove anything to anyone. And if you really want to prove anything then prove to yourself how far you're willing to go to protect your essence, prove to yourself that your dreams matter more than people with solid souls and little respect for what you want, prove to yourself that you will put yourself before others. You've spent enough time, energy and emotions on those who would never value you to know that, in the end, you're the one who always gets left behind. So, if you want to prove anything to anyone - prove it to yourself.

Resolutions for July 🍂 • let go of trying to control every fuckin thing • let go of past regrets • let go of anger / bitterness • let go of unhealthy food / lifestyle • let go of fear of failing • let go of dissatisfaction with your life • let go of worrying about things you can't change • let go of pain of previous heartbreaks • let go of people who are toxic to your mental health • let go of habits that distract you from your goals

sometimes you just need to be reminded of how beautiful you are. no matter the scars, failures, flaws, errors, hearthbreaks or wrong decisions. you're still beautiful and strong. and you deserve all the love and respect. not necessarily from anyone else, but from yourself.

I said it was fine, i never said it didn’t hurt.

A part of u still loves them. Still holds on. But that's the problem the moment u fall in love. u never quite forget the first person who hurt u. & u never come back quite the same. Love does that to u. It changes u. & sometimes for the better. But also, sometimes for the worse.

it can be in the palm of your hands and still not written for you.