scribbled diary

the peace i have now is worth everything i have ever lost 🕊️

॥ सर्वं भवतः समीपं समये आगमिष्यति, धैर्यं धारयतु ॥ सब कुछ सही समय पर आपके पास आएगा, धैर्य रखें! Everything will come to you at the right time, be patient.

New York is 3 hours ahead of California, but that doesn't make California slow. Someone graduated at the age of 22, but waited 5 years before securing a good job. Someone became a CEO at 25, and died at 50. While another became a CEO at 50, and lived 90 years. Someone is still single, while someone else got married. Obama retired at 55, while Trump started at 70. People around you might seem to be ahead of you, and some might seem behind you. Everyone in this world works based on their time zone. They are in their time zone, and you are in yours. Life is about waiting for the right time to act. But everyone is running their own race, in their own time. Do not envy them and do not mock them. So relax. You're not late. You're not early. You are very much on time.

im a very observant person. so if you think i didn't notice, i did.. i just chose to keep quiet and avoid unwanted drama.

a tip for mental health - learn to distinguish ; who deserves an explanation, who deserves an answer, and who deserves absolutely none of your attention.

I know u want to change the world. But the truth is u cant save anyone. not unless they want to save themselves. Not unless they truly, deeply want to change for their own sake. All u can do is support them. & hope That maybe one day their hearts will be fully open & full of love

they're already suffering a lot but they still try their best to make you happy. so wake up before it's too late :)

after getting what you manifested, ask for the discipline to keep it and the wisdom to multiply it.

Some people just aren't ready. No matter how much time passes. They'll never understand the type of sacrifices u made for them. They'll never understand how long u waited. & they'll never ever understand how badly u wanted to make things work & how hard it was for u to let them go.

if only you knew how hard it was, and how long it took, to rebuild such a calm state of mind, then you would understand why i’m so picky about who i allow in my life.

you never know when is your last conversation, last eye contact, last hug or the last goodbye..

I know you are trying your best. To move on. To grow. To be patient with yourself and with the world. And I just want to let you know that I am proud of you. That I admire the way you wake up. Everyday. And grab all the bullshit by the balls and let it know you are not done yet.