scribbled diary

I’ve realized that you’ll go crazy trying make others see life the same way you do.. you just gotta link with those that get it and at a certain point, stay away from those that don't

I swore to never give up To tag along the lines of hope and strength Unfortunately, every muscle of strength got drawn-out And left me barely clinging to the strands of life My weight kept drowning me Suppressing how it felt Bc it wrecked my soul Crashed every fibre of my being No arm for support I wish they saw I wasn't okay They usually said I was reserved Truth is, no one bothered to listen when I talked Occupied the spaces with their flamboyant selves Made conversations about em Pretended not to see my cracked-hurting smiles I bet they never cared enough to find out Belittled and made fun of me Bc the aura I carried was different These muscles aren't strong I break, I hurt and die every single day But I swore not to give up I wish I did Bc no one will ever genuinely come through for me I've got me so "I swore, to never give up" -Naya

this new year I hope u will not break your own heart. I hope u will make yourself happy often without feeling guilty about it. I hope u will treat yourself with kindness even on the days when you don't understand yourself. I hope you will allow yourself to bloom unapologetically.

whatever you plant, good or bad, is going to grow in your garden~ so stay mindful of your thoughts and the words that you speak into existence

Caller ID isn’t enough for Me I need to know why you’re calling.

I've so many long drive videos. I'll share someday

chill mf😂😂

people who share their playlists with u, listen to u anytime without judging, help u find clarity and peace, give u assurance without asking. who help u connect with your inner self, people you can be vulnerable with, those people are rare, if u have them you have everything.

sometimes I talk to myself. and we both become sad.

I'm not forcing anything with anyone. Either value me or miss me. I don't mind walking off.

if you see me in the same two hoodies this entire winters, then mind ur own business