scribbled diary

f-ck your beauty standards. for me, somebody looking at me with love in their eyes is one of the most beautiful things ever. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

hug them until they forget how terrified they are of everything wrong in their life. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

i have a terrible habit of leaving things unsaid just for the sake of peace. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

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Don't ever catch yourself begging someone to stick around. It's just not worth it. Instead, be the kind of a person who puts enough efforts but also who can simply open the door, smile, and let them go. It sounds tough. and honestly, it is. It's about swallowing those thorns in your throat and understanding that if they're meant to leave, holding them back isn't going to do either of you any favors. This isn't about being cold or indifferent. It's about self-respect. It's acknowledging that you're solid enough on your own, that you don't need to cling to someone who's already halfway out the door. Your worth isn't tied to someone else's presence in your life. So, if the moment comes when they decide to step out, let them. It doesn't mean you're giving up; it means you're strong enough to let go. And in that moment of letting go, you're not just holding the door open for them; you're also opening up a new one for yourself -one that leads to opportunities and connections with people who really want to stay. No begging required. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

"your trauma made you stronger". NO.. my trauma made me traumatized. it gave me health issues. it made me lose my appetite. it made me weak. it gave me anxiety & fear. and it gave me feelings i've never wanted. its ME who gathered enough courage & made myself stronger again. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

I've always thought how lovely it is to be bored with someone. Not bored of them but being bored with them. Like I have nothing to say but can I quietly exist with you today? My day is slow, do you want to sit & have a cup of coffee with me? We don't have to be interesting or entertaining all the time to keep each other a company. We can just be comfortably completely ourselves. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

healthy communication, reassurance, reciprocated energy, respect & patience. love isn't as complicated as we make it look. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

i have been asked about my biggest fear, or what scares me the most. and I know they expect an answer like fear of heights, or closed spaces, or an animal. but how do I tell them that I am scared of the fact that most people fall out of love for the same reasons they fell in it. nothing makes me anxious more than the fact that a person on whom you've bet your life can flip with a blink of an eye. nothing saddens me like the thought that I can become ugly to someone who once thought that all the stars of this universe were in my eyes. nothing scares me more than the thought of healing from someone i once chose to heal with. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

no. you don't love me. you love the versions of me that I spun for you. versions of me you've constructed in your mind. the easy versions of me. the easy parts of me to love. but you don't love me. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

@CanvasThoughts

I have no desire to fit in. No plans to walk with the crowd. No expectations to be invited in parties. I dont crave for someone to accompany me. I don't seek attention or validation. I have my own mind, heart and soul. I can go for solo drives. I can have a cup of coffee alone. I am enough for myself and it has taken me a while to realise how important that is. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━