Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5001 · 03/15/2021, 09:59 AM
Baby you can't ruin all the beautiful things
Stop doing all these suitable mood swings
Why did you think,
That way.
Sometime mind fucked up
And the heart has to pay.
I don't want to hate you
Please don't make me to say it.
We should forget bout us
And shall pretend like
we don't remember each other name.
You were behind the fame and
I understand.
I was in pain but
You didn't understand.
#piyush#review
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5675 · 03/30/2022, 06:44 PM
A Dried leaf
#poetry#review#Abhijit
Once I was a tiny leaf,
Under my parent’s arms.
I was lucky to have a family.
They guided me in journey of life I was about to embark.
I saw my father work every day on the hot sun,
My mother nurtured me dearly.
As I grew, I made friends.
That was the time when for me life made sense.
One of my friends was a flower,
Then she became a fruit.
I watch in wonder the ripening of her,
But then she was taken from me as a loot.
A part of me disappeared that day,
Into the abyss of sadness.
Now her smile woke me in my dreams,
And drove me to madness.
And then one day a person came,
With scissor in his hand.
He cut my parents into half.
That day I cried, until dew drops over me dried.
As the humans smiled and laughed,
While my soul died.
Slowly and steadily I turned yellow,
Withered and crumbled I was,
But then I was happy for myself.
Happy because I will find peace,
Peace of death after all.
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5656 · 03/05/2022, 05:14 AM
Pain
#review#poetry#Abhijit
I only wished for peace
From this life
I only wished to be happy
In the world of despair, demise
The strength to endure the suffering
Are no more in me
It’s like broken umbrella at rain
That’s the irony
Even the devil gives a chance for penance
For the sin of one
On the contrary life takes back
Somethings you never wanted to return
Broken from the very mind
One thinks and hears
While it is a parody
It’s the mind I truly fear
Still deep inside me there is one soul
Kindling like a charcoal
Longing for the peace
In search of my ultimate goal
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5282 · 06/08/2021, 08:07 PM
Spare me a kiss
#review#Abhijit#poetry
You know, it still feels as if the first time we met was nature’s ploy.
The looks of yours were nothing less from the ‘Helen of Troy’.
I experienced that day Einstein’s General theory of relativity,
The moment my gaze was upon you, everything stopped for me.
Your words were some cadence,
A music so soothing that my ears dies to hear.
Your elegance so pristine and pure.
Many times, I thought someday I would lose you, oh dear!
That cursed day came when she was about to leave me.
I wish we could spend a little more time together.
A little more laugh,
A bit more of joy,
If time will ever be sold, I would squander all to buy.
Ever wondered the despair I would have to go through,
So, give me something I remember my whole life.
Leave me something to hold on to,
Spare me a kiss, would you?
For the sake of love, we have between us, let me ask for something
Let me have the taste of your lips,
Let me drink the tears at your cheeks,
Let me have some final instances of my ecstasy.
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5090 · 04/07/2021, 09:20 AM
A Village Girl
#review#poetry#Abhijit
At the first glimpse of her,
My heart melted.
I was in awe of her beauty,
Never did I saw someone so splendid.
How can I describe the innocence in her almond eyes?
The eyes in which my world resides.
As the winds dwindle with her,
The fragrance of her maidenhood spreads like wild fire,
The fragrance of which even the flowers themselves want to disguise,
While I long in its fire for her love, my only desire.
The braids of her hair loosely tied,
Reminds me of a riverine,
Where the Gods came to bath and dine.
Mortals like us can only dream,
But her hair locked the very essence of the divine.
Then a miracle happened and I was inside her mind ....
Oblivious to the worries of the world,
She stays in the realms of her imagination,
Her bubble of life is that no one is cruel,
Diving into her feelings gives me a soothing sensation.
I explore the deepest depths of her heart but find no condemnation,
Instead I find in her heart Kindness, the precious of all jewel.
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5016 · 03/24/2021, 08:50 AM
A Dried leaf
#poetry#review#Abhijit
Once I was a tiny leaf,
Under my parent’s arms.
I was lucky to have a family.
They guided me in journey of life I was about to embark.
I saw my father work every day on the hot sun,
My mother nurtured me dearly.
As I grew, I made friends.
That was the time when for me life made sense.
One of my friends was a flower,
Then she became a fruit.
I watch in wonder the ripening of her,
But then she was taken from me as a loot.
A part of me disappeared that day,
Into the abyss of sadness.
Now her smile woke me in my dreams,
And drove me to madness.
And then one day a person came,
With scissor in his hand.
He cut my parents into half.
That day I cried, until dew drops over me dried.
As the humans smiled and laughed,
While my soul died.
Slowly and steadily I turned yellow,
Withered and crumbled I was,
But then I was happy for myself.
Happy because I will find peace,
Peace of death after all.
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #4986 · 03/10/2021, 02:44 AM
A Time Travelers’ memoir
#poetry#review#Abhijit
Transcending time and space,
I see past, present and the future.
I saw the evolution of humans,
And from humans to a social creature.
The past is rather an untold story.
From microorganism to man,
From man to his thirst of glory.
The story reveals the uncertainty,
Which eventually becomes a tragedy.
Tragedy has many faces to show
War, holocaust and much more
As the screams of the dying reach its crescendo
But truth is that the social creature never learns
It becomes death itself and its own destruction
Even screams cannot make it slightly discern
Future is what I most fear,
It’s the future I never see clear.
It changes from time to time,
I see heaven and hell all in one,
Lost to the existence of its own paradigm.
Present is like a thread of strings,
With each second, changes make a swing,
Its like birds flying with torn wings.
Still present is what holds the future.
It still holds hope.
Its still gives Mankind its last chance,
Like a falling mountaineer grabbing its rope.
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #4971 · 03/01/2021, 09:14 AM
Sing me the song
#review#poetry#Abhijit
Sing me the song as you in past sang
Melodious it was with your unique slang
I want to hear it again from your curved lips
Voice of your sweet lies
Making me belief that dreams are always flowers and butterflies
Sing me the song of our endless nights
Where we both lie in each other arms
As time stopped then and there
Entangled in our kiss.
The memories like these I most miss
But I never knew that betrayal was in your blood
I never knew that you leaving me will cause an inside flood
Flood of despair, anger, loneliness and a total stranger.
Stranger to the hate that would follow
Stranger to insomnia, Stranger to tomorrow
I tried to move on
Started every day with a fake smile
But by the end of the day I was drunk
While I roam in nothingness.
I became weird and vile
Now I wonder what a fool I was
To make you my love,
Now I know that it was all false
You were just making a bluff
Sing me my last song
Before I descent to hell
Sing me my mistakes
Sing me your name
And if you ever want to save me
Come back at my grave, my lady,
Even from hell, I will love you madly
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #4890 · 02/08/2021, 08:27 AM
Tides
#review#poetry#Abhijit
Standing at the beach
Tides come and go
While the sand below my feet
Tingles me as my feet burrow
Like the tides the memories occur
From past as the water of visuals
Dance in front of my eyes
Some sweet, some bitter
Till the tides rise
Lost are those thought of loneliness
When your thought comes by
Like a lantern it shines
As the darkness disappears in the shadows
And the world becomes like a meadow
As the water retrieves into the sea
The revelation of the loss comes to be
That you would never come back to me
That’s when I break from the trance of your dreams
I see the sunset before me
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #4860 · 02/03/2021, 10:18 AM
Pain
#review#poetry#Abhijit
I only wished for peace
From this life
I only wished to be happy
In the world of despair, demise
The strength to endure the suffering
Are no more in me
It’s like broken umbrella at rain
That’s the irony
Even the devil gives a chance for penance
For the sin of one
On the contrary life takes back
Somethings you never wanted to return
Broken from the very mind
One thinks and hears
While it is a parody
It’s the mind I truly fear
Still deep inside me there is one soul
Kindling like a charcoal
Longing for the peace
In search of my ultimate goal
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #4815 · 01/25/2021, 03:19 AM
Choose wisely
#review#poetry#Abhijit
Before falling from the cliff
Before hanging your neck on the rope
Just think once of your family
And your friends with all the memories and hope
Ever imagined the consequences of your act on others
Imagine your crying mother
Your numb father
Taking your ash in a canister
You may have suffered a lot
For that you could cry
But no one ever gave you consent
Consent to die
It’s hard to fight the outside world
While the battle within is way more fierce
Only to end the suffering of yours
Don’t kill yourself, Oh Dear!
You are precious, don’t you see?
You don’t have to die, I plea!
Because you could become the reason of someone’s life
A reason of their happiness, a reason for their smile
At last its your life you shall decide
Die in the utter loneliness of your misery
Or like a brave accept the challenge
And thrive on to survive.
Pensive|@PensivePost · Post #5841 · 06/29/2022, 09:21 PM
I often loved the idea
of sitting in a corner,
folded like a fatherless kid,
befriending the wrong spiders
then I learnt to love
my white fragrance,
quoted in black,
in a colorful wilderness,
lonely like an undiscovered tulip
but now,
I cage my unbridled emotions,
in words,
befriending assonance,
together hiding in metaphors,
holding quills like a father's thumb
#poetry#amtupu_#review