scribbled diary

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there are two reasons I am scared to let people in ; the damage they could do, & the damage they could find. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

It took me a long time to realize that not everything in life is meant to be a beautiful story. Not every person we feel something deep and moving with is meant to make a home within us. Not every person we want to spend our whole lives with is meant to be a forever. Sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how to love; and sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how not to love. How not to settle, how not to shrink ourselves ever again. Yes, sometimes people leave-but that's okay, because their lessons always stay, and that is what matters. That is what remains. It's harsh to say, but sometimes we need to accept the reality and move on for good :) @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

sometimes i'm surprised by how much room my heart has for the little things, even though I don't express but, it's almost a habit, a ritual, to make space. i want to remember - the first glimpse, the last hug, the first time a friend cooked for me, the first time someone bought me a flower, the moment my mother held my head gently, the last time someone held my hands. i remember. i remember too much. it's almost a blessing and a curse because you yearn for the same time while almost feeling as though a part of you stole a piece of that time and hid it somewhere in your chest, and now you can't find it. it's sad to be a human that way -a blink of an eye, and your favourite moment is in the past. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

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its okay to not want people around you all the time no matter how close they are to you. sometimes solitude is the only friend you need. and that doesn't mean you are anti-social or a negative person. sometimes the soul craves a quietness that is healing for both mind and body. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

attachments may look cute at first. but it can also emotionally wreck you when they decide to change their tone, treatment and how they feel and you're left with one sided efforts, anxiety and physical ache. so invest yourself accordingly. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

If you don’t like your present situation. work hard & hustle yo way out of it. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

sooner or later you get over things you thought you'd never be able to. and that's one of the best feelings in the world. but you gotta put strength, discipline, efforts and patience for it. it doesn't come easy! @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

a blessing may come to you because u wished it for someone else <3 @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

my biggest flex is my authenticity. i never pretend to be someone im not. either we vibe or we don't. atleast it's real. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

may you never sleep feeling unloved while being in love. may you never have to apologise for asking someone to stay a bit longer. may you never be the one who can be disposed, ignored, deprioritised, left. may you never be mocked for missing someone more than they miss you. may you never feel 'too much' for having needs. may you never have to feel sorry for the mess you can be only because someone failed to embrace you whole! @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━