scribbled diary

That's the one thing you have to understand. If it was really meant to be. Then it would have been. Nothing more. Nothing less. And nothing in-between. I just hope it doesn't take you a lifetime to understand this. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

i don’t know who needs to hear this but here’s to anyone who was left behind when everyone else was ahead, spoken over when you were trying to speak, laughed at or looked down at by everyone, cried a thousand times to sleep. i see you, i notice you & I got you.. and you are so much worthy of all the love & endless happiness @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

because everyone wants to be loved the way they love, taken care of the way they take care, understood the way they understand, and to be held the way they hold @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

just one of those nights when everything’s quiet & there's no noise but all I hear is the absence of your voice the moon is up the coffee's hot the world is resting but my mind is not. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

because when you touch me, I remember how it feels to be okay <3 @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

My biggest flex is that nobody ever knows what's really going on in my life. Where I am, who I'm with, or my next move, unless I make it known. Therefore anything anyone says is just an assumption. Privacy is my luxury. Privacy is my peace @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

we really have people out here who are not dealing with multiple people, whose phone doesn’t ring unless it’s for work, studies or close friends & family. whose aim in life isn't to stick around, impress and look for attention from the opposite gender. they work hard every day to take care of themselves and their family, mind their own business, stay out of drama & gossips. if you the one I'm proud of you @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

The ultimate form of preparation is not planning for a specific scenario, but a mindset that can handle uncertainty @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

I'd rather be disappointed by the truth than satisfied with a lie. Respect me, not because I respect you but because I deserve your respect. How pleased would you be if you found out that I respected you only because I wanted you to respect me back or because I wanted something in return? I respect you because you deserve it. Don't listen to me just because I listen to you. I listen to you because you deserve to be heard. Don't be nice to me just because I'm nice to you. I'm nice to you because you deserve to be treated right. Don't show me that you care just because you know I care. I care for you because your heart needs care. If your thoughts and feelings are not genuine, point them in a direction other than mine. If I only give you what you deserve, at least be genuine with your feelings & keep me away from what I don't deserve. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

it's disheartening to see how your trauma is not your fault but you have to take full responsibility for your healing. sending love to everyone who is carrying their burdens in silence and to everyone who wants to be heard but is too afraid to speak. trust me when I say that you'll be okay :) @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

..and with every unanswered behaviour, you will lose a piece of me. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

I cannot make the darkness disappear. But I can hold your hand, so we do not get lost in it. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━