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She was totally surprised that I’d “let her go” after she admitted the cheating. She had expected a long intensive fight. But I did not want her back. In fact never, ever. She had turned into a liar — someone who had lied for months and months, each and every day. The irony is: the literal second before she told me the truth (which I had suspected for almost six months, but which she had virgorously denied), I would have done anything for her. I had fought for many months over a period which felt like one long nightmarish night with everything I got, but as soon as the truth — and nothing but the truth — was out, the fight was over. She was a liar. Had become one. Would always be one. So I did not fight anymore. That is to say: not for her. That had become a war I could not win anymore, and one she had already lost. So she was gone forever, and I realized I had to start all over again, trying to walk to new horizons and not knowing what to expect. After 10 fucking years. The nights became cold, and silent. And she smelled blood, smelled my weakness, so she went for the kill, for the money, for the house, thinking that now I was lying in my own pool of stinking tears, she might as well bash in my head and get it over with. She announced it to her friends, to her family. She would get the money. She would ruin me — she was a new person now, and would not care about her old life, ever again. (Her words.) And, dear friend, I will end my little sermon now with my own three beautiful words. She lost again. #review #breakup #auri

MY VANITY The stars, they are bright, But under my bed, is the darkest night. Tell me why tonight, These ink smudges seem to smile. And there the graphite smears, It smirks as if clouds ready to burst. O dear I don't like rain, I exclaimed. Why this night seems so wry, It makes me so worried. Stupid how stupid, This reality is so vapid. Now I conspire to bribe, These elements of life. Here is my vanity, In my prolonged bubble of insanity. Let me just stagnantly reside. ©Pakhi 19.03.2021 #pm#poetry#review#selfmuse

A LETTER FOR YOU A letter which describe how much u r to me A letter saying that I miss u in every conversation I have someone. Thinking about how would have react, say. How we have laugh A letter saying that how I plan to go on every vacations with u A letter saying that whenever we fight.. How I check whether u r online or not every now and then A letter confessing you that I imagine u in every love story I see I read.. N u r shaping in my romantic fanasty A letter confessing u that u r not much to me.. U r whole of me.... U r the one whom I want everyday A letter from my heart saying ....u r my everything and nothing together #review#pain#PSP

The rainy night The breezy night, dark sky glorified with it's own stars and moon making me drown in some flashbacks. The drizzling of rain drops is taking me to those days, where everything of me revolved around you, where everything seemed so pleasant and pleasing, where you and I were the only beings of my world. Everything seemed to be perfect and easy. I really thought you were the one I was meant to be with. all you could give me was HAPPINESS happy moments happy days happy nights happy conversations happy tears... I have never even dreamt of being away from you. all i thought was we were destined to meet, we were destined to be together… I really don't get what happened then! all of a sudden we started drifting apart. I don't know whose fault it was, maybe it was the universe'! there existed confusions in our comfortness, there was misunderstanding in our understanding. I started realizing it was not the US any more, it was YOU and I. It was a hell kinda pain I had gone through accepting the bitter reality. The real struggle was to forget our promises that we've made...the distance between you and me taught me so very much. As the days went by, maybe it could have been a three digit number of days since we drifted... your name still remained at the top of my chat list. My diary felt difficult to breathe as it was fully loaded since I lost my human diary. My laughter vanished, the happy soul inside me flew away, my tears turned to smiles. My eyes didn't stop to search your vehicle in all that traffic I got struck. my neck never stopped to turn around whenever I crossed your street. my heart never stopped expecting you whenever i hear a calling bell sound. my brain never stopped to bring back memories whenever i hear OUR songs… As time passes i also taught myself that days and nights come and go with or without our loved ones' gm and gn texts. i understood that we cannot always have what we want with us forever. For the first time I realized that priorities change. I felt that every forEVER has an END. i took the point that changes are inevitable in EVERYTHING. my heart felt the quote "some people can stay in our hearts but not in our lives". Even now i'm personifying the rain from the sky as YOU, running abruptly to the land which could be luckily ME... here, while writing this, my blurry tear filled eyes expect to see you, the sinking heart still hopelessly hopes to be with you once again, but my brain silently consoles me saying "THIS TOO SHALL PASS" #review #lsm #openletter

*To the love of my life* You came into my life when I was alone another time Sowed the seed of love in my barren soul Made me feel what love is for another time Made me know what it feels like to be loved Made me understand what true love is I felt good about myself for the first time I made sure I was apt for you in all possible ways I could I was willing to give up everything for you expecting only one thing return That you would stay with me You are that one person made me alive after years of mournful love stories For the first time I thought those who left may not deserve me You shaped me in every way most surprisingly without your knowledge I learnt me I learnt love I learnt companionship I learnt trust I learnt care I learnt affection But I am still in the process of learning you You surprise me every day You made sure if I am okay even if you weren't You took care of me in a way that you wanted to be taken care of You had love for me in various layers You expressed yourself in various manners You reached the bottom tip of my soul and nourished me from inside I saw a new figure in the mirror after your arrival in my life And now I have spoiled everything in a fraction of second I don't want to lie saying that I did without knowing I wanted to do it so I did I thought it would be better for us I thought it would always keep you near me I thought it can make sure you are mine Yes first time ever since I met you I thought of myself and not you For the first time my selfishness possessed me that I couldn't think of it's aftermath I don't ask you to come again to me I don't compel you to forgive me I don't argue that what I did wasn't a big deal But just remember I am used to be alone But you aren't I am used to be abandoned But you aren't I am used to be sad But you shouldn't Because pure souls like you should be loved, cared, kept sacred All that I want to say is I have had people in my heart before you But ever since I met you It is permanently reserved for you You can come whenever you wanna see it again And I am ready to apologize my entire life For what I've done Because I know your love for me You know my love for you Come back when you feel like my heart! #review #lsm #openletter

A LETTER FOR YOU A letter which describe how much u r to me A letter saying that I miss u in every conversation I have someone. Thinking about how would have react, say. How we have laugh A letter saying that how I plan to go on every vacations with u A letter saying that whenever we fight.. How I check whether u r online or not every now and then A letter confessing you that I imagine u in every love story I see I read.. N u r shaping in my romantic fanasty A letter confessing u that u r not much to me.. U r whole of me.... U r the one whom I want everyday A letter from my heart saying ....u r my everything and nothing together #review#pain#PSP

Title: Forgotten Home pt2 It really has to make you feel good to run away from this planet and pretend nothing happened. Cowards. The best way to solve a problem is to pretend that it doesn't exist or run away from it: this is the basic idea of ​​problem-solving that the human being has. I borrow math since many don't like it. If you use a method to solve an equation but the result is wrong and you use it anyway to solve another one, you will never get the correct solution. We have made mistakes and we keep doing them. On another planet it will end the same way, we are human here as we will be on Mars. Problems do not disappear, they follow you and hinder you. Until you get up and fix them they will be always there. We don't really need another commercial center, another skyscraper or another stadium. We just need a planet that lends us some space and bears our immeasurable stupidity, just for the time to be born and die. You can't keep asking, taking and demanding constantly, if you ask you must be willing to give otherwise there is no balance. Covid and any other virus that has threatened us, from the appearance of man until now, they did the Earth a favor, well many of them. I certainly don't doubt that good people died of covid, it's not the first time that innocents die. Just look at all the wars driven by man's thirst for power. It isn't the first virus that threatens us and it will not be the last one. Floods, fires and other natural disasters will not cease. The man wanted to play and he played dirty. Between the Earth and the human beings we will surely be the ones to lose. We have gone too far and this planet has endured so much for too long. If I could make a wish I would like that humanity ceased to exist, including myself of course. I am very sorry for this planet. He didn't do anything wrong, indeed, he had to be our home. Mine, but yours too, of your son, of your daughter who is about to be born, for your grandchildren for whom one day you will be a grandfather or grandmother. Even with a virus we shouldn't forget about our home. If you really love this world find a way to save it, right now. Don't let the next generation to take care of it, because then it might be too late. #review#astralumi#ForgottenHome

Title: Forgotten Home pt1 The Earth is dying because of us. Man wants to have more, to produce more, to earn more. His greed pays no attention to anything but his own interests. This world doesn't even belong to us, our existence is nothing compared to his. We are just tiny beings passing through this vast land. This planet is not ours only because we have built a house on it. We are parasites: we pollute the waters, we cut down trees, we kill animals. We have called it "civilization" but what it's civil about all this? We are not even able to throw our dirt in a dumpster instead of throwing it on the street. We are the living being that dirties the most on this planet, this is because, compared to animals, we are aware of it but we don't care. I'm just a teenager. One of those who, in theory, should fix this ruined world. I have often heard (and they made me understand) that money is everything, that without it you can't do anything and if you don't have it you are nobody. But now I ask you: With those pieces of paper, which are so valuable to you, what can you do? Can you perhaps buy another planet Earth to destroy? Or maybe you can buy more time to fix it? I have always wanted to travel and observe what mother nature has created but Amazon rainforest burns or it's destroyed a bit by bit to build on it. I feel really bad when I think of my son when, looking at a book about animals, he will say: “I want to see Giant Pandas!” With a big smile on his face. They already are at risk of extinction because of us. I don't want to have to tell him: "I'm sorry, but they all died because we didn't care" and I don't even want to mask the truth with a lie, as adults like to do. Or think of my daughter that she will wants to see the great barrier Reef. How can I put her in front of the ocean with more oil and garbage instead of fishes and corals? Maybe your money can guarantee a better future for your children but their happiness? Can you buy that too? And then where will they grow if this world is falling apart? On Mars? So first let's destroy, consume and pollute this planet and your solution is to choose another planet in the universe as a new victim? #review#astralumi#ForgottenHome

Twenty years pass by Still thinking of her request Will you marry me? Thirty dozen times her mechanism I searching for true meaning Was so hard, beyond the ceiling Couldn't stop her advances And its not enough To tell me you'd care I should have tried, picturesque Her half piece of heart As it rejoined with my refurbished half For haven't felt this way At least for a younger lad in linen Seeing the passion right from the start Contemplated right to the star I feel so close to you now For that's where the destiny holds us Looking forward to embrace you Kiss you smoothly, hug you warmly Reflecting the union of a lifetime That we were destined for love #review #Linford #Destined for Love

STEP 1 randomly comes nothing you should give your sole entire It's a game of life Just give it a good try Writing calm the sole Creativity is required Instead of writting everything Just go for something Don't get pressurize It's a game patience is required In the end it's you Who convert everything into new. Help your pen to impress The paper with the Thoughts that you aquire If anyone finds the message inside, may reply. #review #mystery #ansh2_4

Chapter 1:The cuckoo's nest The irksome sound coming from someone's radio , "it must be morning " i muttered , tho i dont usually wake up this early on a holiday like this , so i tried to cover myself in the warmth of blanket but not enough to insulate that annoying noise and so i gave up on my dream. The sun was dim today quite unusual day for a summer . A strong pingent smell caught my glemse , after using my brain and nose i was able to find the cordinates of its origin. "Its coming from my balcony "i shouted , I jumped out of my blanket and opened the balcony , There was a dead cuckoo lying on the floor , might have fallen from its nest . I usually come to see this cuckoo been feed by a small Canary , that was a quite appealing view to watch or rather entertaining. The decaying body of cuckoo was alluring alot of bugs and ants, "Someone will live on someone's death" i said on a quavering voice , My neighbour was also in his balcony watching that cuckoo's , his balcony was just 1 feet away from mine . Unlike me his balcony was been decorated with lot of flowers , pot were hanging on the side of his wall. A green fluffy carpet all over his wall, giving more athestic look to his balcony , on the other hand my balcony have alot of poops of the birds which i never bothered to clean , a rusty chair which got its rust by weting in the rain , some clothes hanging here and there , being just 1 feet away and paying the same rent there was a lot of difference in our balconies , or rather alot of difference in our personality . He usually come to water his plants tho we never talked before. After spending few more minutes in balcony gloring the blueness of sky , I went back to my room , my stomach was starving by the time , I quickly went to check on my fridge for something to eat , even my bad luck is unlucky ,it just contains some rotten yogurts , broken beer bottles , a pouch of sous which is expired , a frozen fish . I went to my kitchen and found that i was out of instant noodles too. #review #novel #suggestions

#review #selfwritten #notion • 'Endangered ' • The way I am The best I could . Inside me, there's chaos. Slanting since childhood, An unnatural force. There are confessions About the felonies i did And impressions of situations. I am sorry for being me There's no way back home With this psychedelic mind I own. I may die before my span, Before better days of my life. Before knowing who I am. - Irendu Bhardwaj©